JIAYAN♥

2009-06-11T22:55:00.005+08:00

YES , I ADMIT I DIN LIKE ALVIN .
I SAID HE ACTED CUTE.
I CHANGED MY OPINION OF HIM OK?
IF YOU LIKE THINKING SO MUCH ABOUT THE OLD ME AND STUFF ,
THEN CARRY ON THINKING SO.
BECAUSE I DON'T CARE.
YES GOD TAUGHT US TO BE FRIENDS , NOT ENEMIES.
SERIOUSLY , I HAVE TO SIN EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE.
I HATE PEOPLE.
YES I DO.
IF YOU THINK A PERSON CAN CHANGE WITHIN DAYS , THEN THINK AGAIN.
HAVE YOU TRIED DOING ANYTHING?
YOU THINK DOING THIS CAN HELP ME CHANGE ?
NO.
I KNOW WHAT I HAVE DONE.
I KNOW WHICH PART OF MYSELF I HAVE TO FUCKING CHANGE.
"YOU FOREVER SAY YOU WANT TO CHANGE BUT YOU GO BACK TO BE YOUR OLD SELF"
SERIOUSLY STOP ASSUMING AND PRESUMING . IT GETS YOU NO WHERE.
IF YOU CAN FUCKING CHANGE IN DAYS , WELL , GOOD FOR YOU .
BECAUSE I NEED MORE TIME TO CHANGE.
IF YOU REALLY THINK DOING SO MAKES YOU A GREAT FRIEND , THEN ALL I CAN SAY IS
FUCK OFF AND GIVE ME MY OWN SPACE .
I DON'T NEED HYPOCRITES.
I WAS ONE AND I HATE THAT FACT.

ANDY CHUA SUCKS .

2009-06-11T22:09:00.008+08:00

HYPOCRITE.
YOU FUCKING HYPOCRITE.
I NEVER WANTED TO BE SO ANGERED BY YOUR CHILDISH REMARKS BUT YOU REALLY CROSSED THE LINE.
EVERYTHING YOU SAID DOESN'T MAKE SENSE OK?
IF YOU THINK SHOWERING ALL YOUR USELESS REMARKS IS GOING TO HELP ME IN ANY FUCKING WAY , THEN FUCK YOU , IT WON'T
YOU FUCKING DON'T EVEN GIVE ME A CHANCE TO HAVE BREATHING SPACE.
FUCK OFF.
SERIOUSLY , FUCK OFF.
YOU THINK IT'S SO EASY TO LEAD MY LIFE?
FUCK , NO.
AHLIAN SO WHAT ?
NO FEELINGS ?
SERIOUSLY . FUCK YOU.
LEAVE KAISIONG OUT OF THIS K?
DON'T NEED TO GIVE HIM A SPECIAL PLACE ON HIS OWN.
GIVE HIM AND MYSELF CHANCES TO FORGET CAN?
PAST LIAO LAR , NOBODY CARES AND NOBODY WILL REMEMBER.
FUCKTARD.
I'M TIRED OF LIVING A MASQUERADE .
YES I ADMIT I TRIED TO BE SOMEONE I'M NOT.
I PRETENDED TO BE HAPPY TO HAVE SOMEONE I LOVE , TO HAVE FRIENDS.
YES MY MASK CRACKED AND ALL .
CHANGING THE FACE BEHIND IS FUCKING POSSIBLE.
I WANT TO CHANGE THE FUCKING FACE OKAY?
SO FUCK OFF AND I DON'T NEED YOU TO CARE ABOUT WHAT I DO.
I DON'T AND I NEVER WILL.
I UNDERSTAND THAT FACT AND I DON'T NEED YOU TO STICK YOUR NOSE IN IT.
YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND OKAY?
THINK BEFORE YOU ACT , SERIOUSLY.
"FROM NOW I WILL NOT TREAT YOU AS A SISTER"
FUCK YOU. YOU THINK I TREAT YOU AS BROTHER MEH?
NO. YOU FUCKING DON'T UNDERSTAND.
YOU NEVER DID AND YOU NEVER WILL.
NEVER CHANGE MY CHARACTER ?
DID YOU GIVE ME A FUCKING CHANCE TO CHANGE A NOT?
YOU JUST PRESUME EVERYTHING AND FUCKING STUCK TO YOUR FUCKING THOUGHTS.
SERIOUSLY , I NEVER SAID EVERYONE BACKSTAB ME OK?
FUCK YOU.
DOING THIS FOR YOUR TRUE FRIENDS?
I NEVER SAID THEY NEVER WERE TRUE FRIENDS.
I'M JUST NOT CLOSE TO THEM OK ?
YOU FUCKTARD.
YOU THINK GETTING OVER SOMETHING THAT MEANS A LOT TO YOU IS EASY?
EMOTIONAL BREAKDOWN OK?
WHEN EVERYTHING WENT DOWN , I NEED TIME TO GET OVER IT .
YA LA, ATTENTION SEEKER SO WHAT?
I WANT TO FUCKING CHANGE , DO YOU HEAR?
YES SCOLDING SO MUCH VULGARITIES WOULD SHOW MY OLD SELF AND ALL.
BUT FUCKING SO WHAT?
I AM FUCKING ANGERED BY YOUR USELESS AND IRRITATING WORDS.
ASSUME , PRESUME , ASSUME , PRESUME.
IS THAT ALL YOU CAN FUCKING DO?
FUCK YOU ANDY CHUA , FUCK YOU.
GET A LIFE AND EAT YOUR SHIT OFF.

2009-06-10T13:37:00.010+08:00

I Am NOT going to be vulnerable to what you have said.

~~dear~~ "someone friends u think that d"
if you think i don't know who you are , you're crazy.
Nobody else types like you , seriously.
You make it so obvious you make me want to laugh at you.

get this straight , i don't need to listen to you.
not everything i know is from the bible ok?
"I Believe in the bible but it doesn't say this type of things"
What do you expect?
Answers straight from the bible?
Quotations from the bible is meant to be applied in life.
Each sentence has a different meaning , up to yourself to understand what it is implying.
If you want a direct quote , i can give you many .
But what's the use ?
I want to use my own words and my knowledge from the bible is applied to them.

"oohhh you hurt me first!"
This , i know. Why else would i choose to repent?
i dont understand what "crab" you are talking about. -_-
seriously . proper english = good.
Yes i may not be the smartest person in this world but so what?
i don't do ridiculous things such as spam blogs.
Spammers have no life.

Say as you like ,
I don't need your opinion .
Just because my old posts stated some stuff , does it mean it still applies?
NO.
and please don't call others "Out Landers"
do you think you're that popular?
Everyone is equal .
Oh yeah i did insult them in the past .
Past, do you hear?
Are you still living in the past?
No.
People changing is not your problem.
I don't need you to care.
It's up to me to make it up to them.
Its something i don't need you to stick your nose in.

"we will be there if you really change"
Please , i don't need friends like you.
True friends accept you for who you are.
I change for God , for myself to learn.
Keep in mind this :
Don't you remember that time others thought you were a pain in the ass?
Who was the one sad then?
You. Hah.
Seems like after you built up a new mask ,
i got to see the face behind it :O
your mask cracked as you spammed .
Nice guy ? Hah . my foot.

Seriously. i don't need you.
I am full of imperfections.
Nobody is perfect .
Hope i die ?
Why should i die ?
Jesus died for me .
I want to live for him.

"I'm sick and tired of helping you . When i help you i expect nothing in return but just being friends with you"
Ask yourself . Did you actually help me?
During that period who was the one that actually cared ?
Not you.
Seriously i could see the faces under the masks .
So many fakes :O

and seriously just because i never caught the ball , doesn't mean you couldn't have won that game . Saying that shows you have no sportsmanship. Scolding me at bitch for not catching makes you a bitch yourself.

IF I STICK TO MY LOVER , YOU WILL EAT YOUR SHIT.
haha , Jesus is my love (:
so eat you shit now.
YES NOW ! =D

You know what is so disturbing?
You yourself is a guy/girl who believes in God.
You go to church.
You read the bible.
You don't learn anything from it don't you?
God is the second chance.
Not you .
Never you.
And i so what i chose to turn to God?
I have neglected him for too long and have realized my mistake.

Tho i have much more to say , i would rather say a few examples then being long winded.
Seriously , i am not right to do this , but you're not right to have a say in what i do.
I may have hurt you but seriously i don't remember anything.
All i remembered is you nagging ,
then fullstop. all ended .

[p.s if you think i'm a coward cos i deleted your tags , fine . i deleted it cos you talked a lot of "carb" i'm not afraid of you k? i can post it for the world to see :D]
there you go. your filthy tags. ]
i'm not afraid to show it. I admit i sucked back then . Thats why i want to change .
I don't need you to be there for me when i change.
i really don't.

thats how i know it was you. seriously , think before you act -_-
Lamer.

[P.P.S this post also includes stuff about others . WHEE :D]

2009-06-08T02:27:00.001+08:00

MIA

WILL BLOG WHEN BACK FROM FLOORBALLHOLICS CAMP :)
CYA ON 10.06.09

2009-06-08T02:25:00.000+08:00

DEAR thoseAUNTYS ,
AKA auntyA,auntyB,auntyC .
spare the rod and spoil the child.
F3 . you know what i mean.
Germaine has the exact same thoughts!

2009-06-07T21:28:00.002+08:00

shall blog about sat's service as i wait for my patcher :D
Had prayer meet [i think :O]
& I LOVE LOVE LOVE ONE WAY JESUS!
WOOOOH. NICE SONG :]
Talk about repentance .
meaningful x)
had fish slice noodles for lunch :D
chatted and laughed.
Weiqi was so funny when ruiyong told her about her shepherd.
played cooking mama on nitento :D
fun !
Aft that went out with parents .
btw i forgot how to walk back so weiqi accompanied me :D
THANKS! :D
jaywalked .
dad nagged .
HAHA.
Then parents bought me new shoes for sch :D
TYTY.
dinnered @ burger king!
ate half of the burger.
filling!

anyway , tmr will be my FLOORBALLHOLICS CAMP !~~~
YAY . HAPPY .
will be back blogging on 10th !
will still be smsing !
*grins at lessie , trans , sweetaye !
TEEHEE.

okay , patch ended .
shall play my games !
BYEBYE <3

one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing.

2009-06-07T15:13:00.003+08:00

Past tense ; For(n)ever.

Nails in the Fence

2009-06-06T00:05:00.002+08:00

There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence.

The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence.

Finally the day came when the boy didn’t lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone.

The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, “You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. It won’t matter how many times you say I’m sorry, the wound is still there.”

The little boy then understood how powerful his words were. He looked up at his father and said “I hope you can forgive me father for the holes I put in you.”

“Of course I can,” said the father.

[P.S. this is a story to remind myself that i will hurt others when i yell at them . not aiming any particular person.]

2009-06-05T23:59:00.002+08:00

Jesus will guard you through the darkest moment :D
(yes a smiley face! =D)

2009-06-05T22:50:00.003+08:00

This morning , i woke at 5am, my face was wet .
[obviously not drool.]
BAD DREAM ! BAD DREAM !
Tried to sleep again and had nice dream!
Woke up smiling!
NICE DREAM ! NICE DREAM !

I wish life had a replay button , where i could try again and change the ending.
But , LIFE IS JUST LIKE THAT ! ]:

2009-06-05T22:05:00.002+08:00

NE SPORTS DAY TODAY (:
(L)s !
nothing much to blog about ,
played captain's ball with NEs !
And to think i thought the sec 2s playing were good !
They play real well!
I hit a car BTW ):
it flashed the siren for like 10secs :D
anyway , enjoyed my day still :)

Looking forward to tmr's service! YAY =D

050609 <3

2009-06-04T21:35:00.002+08:00

YAYNESS .
CG was today :)
Met up with Priscilia , Joan and Cornelius !
HAHA , they got tanner for sure!
Talked about their CEC camp.
They sure enjoyed themselves!
Happy for them :)
Joan kept creeping me out with her ghost stories LOL.
Thought i was early but everyone in CG arrived way earlier.
Met WQ as i was walking out of HG Mall.
Den walked together to have lunch with CG.
Wanted pepper lunch at first but not enough seats! ):
So decided on Macs instead.
At Macs , with RuiYong briefing .
Vivian had class ): sad!
Very fun haha , RuiYong kept talking till he forgot to eat his burger :D
First time being the first person to finish a burger !
His talk about sarcasm and his cliques was damn funny!
Made me laugh :D
He also gave us a sneakpeak of the camp.
SOUNDS LIKE LOTS OF FUN TO ME ! :D
He was saying Holy High was like a very stable group in HC.
Fantastic :D
Hope to introduce many more people to Christ!
BTW , halfway , RY was saying it would be very scary if you knock at heaven's door and Jesus answers and replies " Oh , do i know you? "
So he said he would serve God the best he could to ensure it never happened!
Good luck with that , RY!
After that , paid for our tees (:
RY said we were very efficient!
we gathered the $160 in less than a minute :D
Guess that's a great thing!
After that , went to PinHan's house with WeiQi and KohQing :D
WeiQi and i had the idea to dye our hair tgt , sharing the bottle of dye.
Walked to Watsons to buy the dye (:
Chose Platinum Blonde in the end. Cos mixed with black , its VERY NICE!
Haha , my hair turned out to be a disaster!
But the color is not so obvious now.
Thank Goodnes :)
Spent most of the tiem @ PH's house dying hair. Was a very fun process haha!
WeiQi showed a video of photobooth pwn epics !
VERY FUNNY HAHA.
But the others found no humour in it.
Shows my crazyness :D
Left PH's house at around six .
KQ walked towards heartland mall , WQ waited for friend and I went home and outing with parents :D
Pizza Hut!
Cheesy Lava 3 made me damn jialat.
But still , delicious!
Homed and slacked till had inspirations to blog!
Shall check out the youtube vids online and edit my plurks (:
Ok , BYEEEEEEE.
GOD BLESS <3

2009-06-04T11:01:00.002+08:00

SHALL BLOG ABOUT YST :D

Went out for dinner with NEC3
Met Vivian and Pearlyn @ orchard mrt :D
walked around for a lil' while and sat down at marcs and spencers and chatted :D
they kept playing with camera effects HAHA.
At around 5 or 6 , walked to Cuppage plaza and met RuiJun and Weiqi ;D
Haha , den decided to dine @ Just Asia @ .
Ordered Friend Chicken :)
When food came , said grace.
Dinner was nicenice :D
Then they stopped at Daiso to buy bag (:
Aft that , trained home .
Weiqi is very hyper about the FB camp and church camp haha :D
going to hg mall @ 12 to pay $$ for camp tees :)
ohwells , thats all.
tata :D

2009-06-03T23:18:00.001+08:00

我只好假装我快乐, 所以不会再哭了.

WRONGED;

2009-06-02T22:31:00.001+08:00

today as i talked to Maryann for like the hundredth time on the phone , she screamed at me.
"JUST BECAUSE IT SEEMS LIKE IT DOES IT MEAN ITS HOW IT IS ?!"
as she said those words , i flash backed A-L-O-T.

SILLY;

2009-06-02T09:30:00.004+08:00

I'm thinking of how silly i am.
yes , i may be silly right now but one day if you understand what I'm thinking,
you'll think what i am doing is the right thing.

TRUE LOVE;
The unconditional feeling that you feel for another person. You don't have reasons for loving, you just do. Even if the feeling isn't mutual. The feeling that inspires, that revives, sometimes even hurts. Age, Looks, Social Status, What others think doesn't matter. The sometimes ecstatic, sometimes excruciating blessing from heaven.

I'm loving and caring for a person that does not care about my feelings. He pushes me away and all but seeing him happy , is a payment for pain i have gone through. Though he screamed at me and all , i tried to stand up and shake off all he has said. Though he may be gullible for one thing , he thinks I'm naive for waiting for him. People think the only reason i continue to hold on is because i can't get over him and our past memories. But no , i only hold on because of the promise i have made. I told him forever because i mean it. Even though i once told him there was no such thing as forever . I've wronged myself because forever DOES exist.
He may think i am an irritation in his life , somebody who wants to interfere . I do it because i meant what i said months ago. Constantly , you told me that since you already broke your promise , you see no reason why i can't broke it. Its not because i love you for who you are. I love you as a friend. Thus i may never have to break the promise. If i broke the promise , I'll be sinning. Loving others unconditionally is what Jesus taught and its what i want to apply to my daily life. So I'm not giving up after all. As a friend.

I have many fake friends and few true friends . People jolly well know which category they are put in.
TRUE FRIENDS ;
can be trusted.
they won't tell secrets out.
they care.
they love you for who you are.
they understand .
they don't leave you out .
FAKE FRIENDS ;
They use you
They talk to you to damage your social life
He/She who talks to you even though they don't like you
They can be very jealous and insecure
They talk behind your back without regrets
They act as your friend because they require a service or favor from you .

So yeah , i may only havefive true friends right now , but its better than nothing.
I'm not saying that everyone is my fake friend . Most of them are in neither category either because I'm not close to them enough or because I don't understand them much.
Yes , I'm not perfect. I can be a fake friend at times if you treat me as one. When you treat me as a true friend , i would do the same .
After all that had taken place this past week , i finally understood how many fake friends i had. i confided in them. They gossiped about it till people knew. That , is what i call a true bitch.
Yes i may harbor dislike for them but as Priscilia said , i should treat them like friends even though they did things to harm me.

THANKYOU;(no orders)
PARENTS; Thanks for being there for me when i needed you the most. You understood me.
NIGEL; Thanks bigbro! Thanks for making me walk into the life of Christ , turning my whole life around!
LOUIS; Thanks for trying to cheer me up these days . Yup , you surely can fly to America in peace now. Thanks for talking sense to me. You made me more mature. And yes , YOUR GHOST STORIES DO CREEP ME OUT!
PRISCILIA; Thanks for comforting me , assuring me that my actions are not going to waste. Thanks for being so mature and doing your best to understand the situation fully.
REGINE&WANYI; Thanks for being there for me all the time . Even though all 3 of us are in different schools right now , we still remain the best of friends. Forever(:
WEIXUAN; LOL. dontknow why you popped into my head :D
thanks for constantly trying to cheer me up even tho i attituded you.

They may not be everyone i want to thank but the people i want to thank most.
To my fake friends : Hope one day you'll realize how much it hurts to have one of you.
To my true friends: Thank you. Words cannot describe my gratitude for you.

201th post (: // A NEW BEGINNING.

2009-06-01T11:11:00.004+08:00

I've stopped living in the past but in the future (:
i would like to thank Priscilia , My family , Vivian and Louis THE MOST cos they really talked sense into me .
I've stopped deluding myself in self pity cos i never looked at my matter in a different light.
This lesson is something that's going to change my life forever.
God wanted me to learn the hard way.
Even though in the past God constantly did things to show me that i neglected Christ too much, i chose to do things my way and continued to ignore him.
Going into a new secondary school , my only interest was to make friends and be in the "IN" clique. I wanted to fit in . I wanted to belong.
I thought endlessly of what i could do to make friends , thus having ignored my prayers and going to church. Yes , in the past i have hardly attended church but born into a Christian background , i understood values of life but decided against living by it and applying it to my everyday life. When everything crashed down onto me , all i thought was WHY.
WHY did God wish to do this to me ?
WHY did i entrust people and they still did this?
WHY was i so naive and foolish?
but then , i never thought of the main reason God wanted me to learn.
I thought of everyone as cruel , being so harsh and mean to me.
But as Andy once told me , I only wanted others to understand me , i never understood others.
Now i understand what he meant . Because it was really meaningful.
As i opened my eyes , I finally understood God's words the way he wanted me to do so.
God loves everyone alot (:
So WALK INTO THE LIFE OF CHRIST TODAY.
IT'S SOMETHING YOU'LL NEVER REGRET !
Anyway , I may not have the TRUE friends i want , but i believe if i act as a TRUE FRIEND , people will have a different view.
Take Louis as an example , he may seem childish and all but during these days as i talked to him, i noticed how mature he was . He understood everything fully.
... continued :DDD
*btw ah , i want continue my post. just a lil' lazy . continue when i'm home ! (: *

[[MESSAGE TO ALL :) ]]

2009-05-23T15:52:00.002+08:00

Hello , [[insert name here]]

i have changed . i will be a more upright person. i hope you can forget how i have hurt or insulted you in the past as i have repented. I am going to be different. Give me a second chance to change. I have finally opened my eyes and looked back on my past. I have noticed that i had not been very nice. i will keep this promise. Please give me a second chance to improve and reflect on myself. Thanks.

Love ,
JOANN.

100 Truths

2009-05-16T23:04:00.002+08:00

001. Real name → Joann Wong Jia Yan
002. Nickname(s)→ listed on profile (:
003. Zodiac sign → RAT. SQUEAK.
004. Male or female → Female
005. Pre school → CGM , St Anne's Chuch. (yeah , privates): )
006. Primary School → EFPS.
007. High School → Holy Innocents High
008. Hair color → Brownish Red. previous dye coming back.
009. Long or short → Long Bob
010. Loud or Quiet → LOUD. quiet when no mood.
011. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans .
012. Phone or Camera → Phone
013. Health freak → No.
014. Drink or Smoke? → nomore(:
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → i ♥ him x)
016. Eat or Drink → Drink(:
017. Piercings → Yesh. Ears. i want lip , tummy and eyebrow de ):
018. Tattoos → No. i want my name on my ankle (:

HAVE YOU EVER?

019. Been in an airplane→ Yes.
020. Been in a relationship → Yes.
021. Been in a car accident → No.
022. Been in a fist fight → Yes.

FIRSTS:

023. First piercing → Ear
024. First best friend → Isabel
025. First award → english speech thingy.
026. First crush → my cousie ):
028. First big vacation → Cheena .

LASTS:

029. Last person you talked to → Jolyn Cousie(:
030. Last person you texted → Laogong.
031. Last person you watched a movie with → Aaron i think.
032. Last food you ate → Teochew style seafood(:
033. Last movie you watched → forgot
034. Last song you listened to → How Can You Sleep? - Jesse Mccartney.
035. Last thing you bought → CreamPuff x)
036. Last person you hugged → Laogong(:

FAVES:

037. Food → Lasagna (:
038. Drinks → Peppermint Chocx!
039. Clothing → Depends x)
040. Books → Long Captivating stuff :O
041. Music → 987 stuff.
042. Flower → White Roses(:
044. Movies → IDK.
045. Positions → ? semo sai!
046. Subjects → English

IN 2008..... I

047. [ ] kissed in the snow
048. [x] celebrated Halloween (
049. [x] had your heart broken
050. [x] went over the minutes on your cell phone..
051. [ ] someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [x] came out of the closet
053. [ ] gotten pregnant
054. [ ] had an abortion
055. [x] done something you've regretted
056. [x] broke a promise
057. [x] hid a secret...
058. [x] pretended to be happy
059. [x] met someone who changed your life ( in dec 2008 , i first met weian on the bus :D )
060. [x] pretended to be sick
061. [x] left the country
062. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
063. [x] cried over the silliest thing
064. [x] ran a mile...
065. [x] went to the beach with your best friend(s)..
066. [ ] stay single the whole year

CURRENTLY:

067. Eating → Nothing
068. Drinking → Coke
069. I'm about to → Reply a sms.
070. Listening to → How Do You Sleep? - Jesse Mccartney
071. Plans for today → Sleep. its 11:11 nao.
072. Waiting for → A reply.

YOUR FUTURE:

073. Want kids? → Yeh
074. Want to get married? → Yup
075. Careers in mind → Architecture , designing . WEE.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?

076. Lips or eyes → Eyes.
077. Shorter or taller? → Taller
078. Romantic or spontaneous → Romantic.
079. Nice stomach or nice arms → Stomach x)
080. Sensitive or loud → Loud AND sensitive :D
081. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship.
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → TroubleMaker. So Outstanding xP

HAVE YOU EVER:

083. Lost glasses/contacts → Contacts ):
084. Ran away from home → yeah.
085. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → I HELD A TOY GUN AT YUMI . she bit me ):
086. Killed somebody → neh
087. Broken someone's heart → yeah...
088. Been arrested → No
089. Cried when someone died → yeah.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

090. Yourself → no
091. Miracles → Yes.
092. Love at first sight?→ maybe
093. Heaven → Yes
094. Santa Clause → no.
095. Sex on the first date → No.
096. Kiss on the first date → ew. no

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY!
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → i wanna be with him , pris and my friends..
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → somehow yes . somehow no..
099. Do you believe in God → Yes
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 25 people.

25 people: anyone.

i hate MYEs.

2009-05-13T20:04:00.004+08:00

HI .
DO I KNOW YOU?

hahas anyway , i'm just kidding. i'm so lame , i know LOL :D
cramming for math paper 2
chinese paper 3 , GO DIE LEH.
seriously i find orals very useless.
WHAT DOES IT DO TO BENEFIT ??
*stabs MOE peppos' eyes* LE KI SI .
anyway , WAHAHA for most of my papers are down!

Chinese language P1 , Chinese language P2 : 28Apr
[No comments. i hate chinese -_- ]
English Language P1 , English Language P2 : 30Apr
[Paper one was compo and letter writing. Elaine and i wrote the same things for the letter. Both teared ): . Compo was sibei long!!! YAY. ILOVECHUU MDM ZULIANA x333 ]
[English Language P2 was the main paper. HARDHARDHARD. considering how much i love english , that made me hate it . Ms Chan said many people failed. Pray hard i'm not the one failing ):]

Science : 8May
[ different format! shock shock! ]

History , Mathematics P1 : 12May
[ never study History but knew quite alot of stuff from history quiz answers(: ]
[ Mathematics P1 nvr bring calculator but luckily Aysha had a spare! THANKIES. ]

Literature : 13May (today♥)
[ did okay for my summary of charlotte's web. Wrote one full page , no lines in between(: . din study for drama section. answered the unseen poetry with very lame words. sheesh . all my study for chim-ness wasted ): ]

well , after tmr 's math and chi paper , last sub would be Art.
shessh . i did my 4pages ALL WRONG. PEH PEH!
so have to redo. CRY.

anyway i rly have to go study now. ending this post .
SAYONARA SAYONARA<3

OHMYGAWDD.

2009-05-08T18:22:00.001+08:00

You need a calculator for this.

1. Key in the first 4 digits of your handphone number into the calculator.
2. Multiply by 80.
3. Add 1.
4. Multiply by 250.
5. Plus last 4 digits of your handphone number.
6. Plus last 4 digits of your handphone number again.
7. Minus 250.
8. Finally, divide by 2.

Is the answer your handphone number?

oh my gawd it really is :O !

2009-05-03T00:00:00.000+08:00

i thought i knew you.
i was wrong. =)

The Seed Of Chucky.

2009-04-26T12:13:00.005+08:00

chucky, glen/glenda,tiffany!
i shall blog ! since weixuan "the king" demands his "dog" do post -_-
anyway , yesterday night , i watched "The Seed Of Chucky" for the first time in my life :D
anyway , i always had phobia to watch as from testimonials from people , its is goddamn scary.
anyway , after much screaming and tearing yesterday , i finally sat down to watch it.
well , its not as scary as i thought it would be . My dad is evil lor , he told me
"EH DONT WATCH BETTER! CHUCKY EVIL THAT TIME WORMS COMES OUT OF HIS HEAD!" den i screamed and ran into my parent's room and locked the door and hugged my stitch tightly. yes i know i'm very childish.
anyway , from what my parents said, chucky was a very famous movie when they were teenagers.
a summary of the show is like
chucky , tiffany and glen/glenda were like killers la .
glen/glenda was trans , and his parents were chucky and tiffany.
anyway the sound effects made me like startled la.
not much , but overall , CHUCKY IS A NICE SHOW :O
but kinda satanic .
anyway , after watching , i was quite tired la , and wanted to sleep.
and the darn air conditioner broke down.
gave out hot air ):
had to sleep with fan at maxi speed.
HORRIBLE !
anyway , i want to watch chalkzone now ^o^
ending this post!
sayonara , sayonara!!~~

someone is OLD.

2009-04-25T13:07:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KOR {NZW}!
MAY GOD BLESS YOU !
17 ler hor , dont bully young kids like me (:
hope you like our "veli delish fruit latte :B"
pictures later . LOVE YA KOR , THANKS FOR ALWAYS PROTECTING ME :D

sabo time (x

2009-04-21T23:32:00.004+08:00

OYE OYE , I AM HAPPAYE.
but i'm dying inside..

Rule #1:
If you open this you take it.

Rule #2:
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages
you and asks.

Rule #3:
Tag 10 people.
Answer true or false.

Q:Kissed someone on your friend list?
Ans: True
Q:Been arrested?
Ans: False
Q:Do you like someone?
Ans: True
Q:Held a snake?
Ans: False
Q:Been suspended from school?
Ans: True (Hair Hair Hair!!!)
Q:Sang karaoke?
Ans: True
Q:Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do it?
Ans: True
Q:Laughed until you started crying?
Ans: True
Q:Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
Ans: False
Q:Kissed in the rain?
Ans: False
Q:Sang in the shower?
Ans: True (ALL THE TIME :B)
Q:Sat on a roof top?
Ans: True (LAURA YEO DO YOU REMEMBERRRR?!)
Q:Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Ans: False
Q:Broken a bone?
Ans: True
Q:Shaved your head?
Ans: False
Q:Played a prank on someone?
Ans: True
Q:Shot a gun?
Ans: False
Q:Donated blood?
Ans: False

Just be 100% truthful.

LAST PERSON

1)You hung out with?
Ans: Elaine'lessiedear,Kaisiong'laogongAndy'didi(aka the bully) :D
2)You texted?
Ans: Kaisiong :D
3)You were in a car with?
Ans: Mummy :D
4)Went to the movies with?
Ans: Kaisiong , Andy , Stacy (:
5)Person you went to shop with?
Ans: Aaron tan! (dragged along with)
6)You talked on the phone?
Ans: Andy (ask where he was :o)
7)Made you laugh?
Ans: Elaine!!
8)You hugged?
Ans: Elaine ! ;D

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1)Sun or Moon?
Ans: Moon
2)Winter or Fall?
Ans: Winter
3)Left or Right?
Ans: Right
4)Sunny or Rainy?
Ans: Rainy
5)Where do you live?
Ans: Punggol
6)Club or Pub?
Ans: Club
7)Are there 1 or 2 person who you can always trust or rely on?
Ans: Yes
8)Do you want to get married?
Ans: Yes :0
9)Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
Ans: Twirl
10)What time is it?
Ans: 11.38 p.m
11)Are you afraid of commitment?
Ans: Non!
12)What is your greatest hope/wishes?
Ans: have a clear mind!
13)Do you cook?
Ans: Yep .
14)Current mood?
Ans: Heavy Headed

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1)Kissed someone?
Ans: Yep *yumi(:*
2)Sang?
Ans: Yep
3)Listened to music?
Ans: Duh
4)Danced crazy?
Ans: YEAH :D
5)Cried?
Ans: Yep.
6)Like someone you cant have?
Ans: i LOVE God But he's attached to so many people )x

22 FIRSTS

1)Who was your first prom date?
Ans: Clarence LOL. (as friends ok. )
2)Who was your first room-mate?
Ans: i always had my own room :O
3)What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time?
Ans: the pink bottle thing,
4)What was your first car?
Ans: TOY CAR :D
5)When did you go to your first funeral and viewing?
Ans: Non.
6)Who was your first grade teacher?
Ans: Mrs Cindy Tan
7)Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane?
Ans: Cheena . (china)
8)When you snuck out of your house?
Ans: last time :O
9)Who was your first best friend?
Ans: Beatrice yeo . (kindergarden :D)
10)Who is your best friend?
Ans: JJCREEPS AND TH GUYS :D
11)Who was your first sleepover?
Ans: when i was young (x
12)Who is the first person you called when you have a bad day?
Ans: i dont call , i spam sms (:
13)Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or groomsmaid?
Ans: Uncle Johnny's.
14)What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning?
Ans: pull the blankets over my head and continued to sleep.
15)First tattoo or piercing?
Ans: Piercing on ear
16)First celebrity?
Ans: ??!!
17)First crush?
Ans: i rmb that guy @ CGM :O

People who are tagged by me(:
First we have:
1. KaiSiong
2. Elaine
3. Joan
4. Abel
5. Stacy
6. Regine
7. Wanyi
8. Cherlyn
9. Louis
10. Mattheus
(mostly random)

HAPPY QUIZZING!

2009-04-21T21:07:00.002+08:00

):
TODAY IS SUCH A HORRIBLE DAY.
started with rain , then ran into class. never do sci , chionged.
during assembly , when abel told a joke , dilys and i laughed till i kena scolding.
xuete. that ms s scolded for not standing on two feet, for looking at her straight in the eye. she ask me to look at her , she screamed at me to stop giving her "that face" so i looked down "not giving her respect" . whtthell.
after that , kena lecture by mr koh , aiyah , not that bad. he gave me advice. must stand on two feet even though i am not used to stand like that , alter skirt alrdy donnid fold anymore , if want stay out of trouble , dont do anything at all, if teacher talk to you , must give them respect.
TIRED OF THIS ALREADY LA.

during recess no mood to eat. sianed.
history never do structured questions properly.
english ms chan was angry with us.
chinese , never bring compo corrections book.
after school , lunched with girls , before going library to do homework with elaine.
waited for andy and kaisiong.
reached busstop , the bus came then andy and i rushed up.
kena hit by rubberband after andy kept shooting .
home and emoed.
dont want to talk about rest of my day , it sucked.

emo emo emo.
i'm tired of everything.
i'm tired if hearing those things.
i'm tired! TIRED!
but i think you're tired of me instead now ,
me and my indecisions , me and my 'bad attitude'.
tired of talking like that when i dont want to.
i'm tired of faking that smile , for you.
a million times had i told myself to forget everything.
sadly , the thoughts and words never disappeared from my mind , no matter how much i wanted it to.
i want to live a new life , forget the past , except my happy memories.
i wish ;
defination of wish ?
- express regret about something in the past;
- a desire to do or want to do something.
- hope.
i feel all three definations, so , i wish , i wish , i wish! ):

2009-04-17T00:06:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NG WEI XUAN ( a.k.a TOLIET PAPER )

AND ABEL LIM WEN JIE ( a.k.a DADDY//SUPERABEL ) !!!!

MAY GOD BLESS YOU.

OLDER LER AH. MORE MATURE HOR. PLEASE ACT

YOUR AGE :D

weixuan ah , older alrdy must let your dog go ^o^

daddy ah , dont shoot chicken @ me tyvm ;D

HAHA. I SHALL SING FOR YOU TWO :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

YOU WERE BORN IN THE ZOO!

YOU LOOK LIKE A MONKEY ,

AND SMELL LIKE ONE TOO ^^

2009-04-11T21:31:00.001+08:00

short post (:
went out with retard today.
quite fun . teehee.
neoprinted and shopped.
smsed laogong like mad :O
tmr going out again. weeeee.
shall rest my tired feet.
sayonara , sayonara.
(p.s. will be M.I.A until next weekend.)

HAPPY GOOD FRIDAY!

2009-04-10T23:28:00.002+08:00

HAPPEH GOOD FRIDAY PEOPLE X)
today nothing much to blog about ba :o
aft svc , went out with RETARDWAN.
HOW RETARDED!
i set my mind to fast and stick to it. darn my temptations. must do better tomorrow!
went to bugis and bought stuffs.
smsed laogong all th way! love you very much , dear (:
played kiapkiap till shuang. even tho its a waste of money x)
it was raining heavily .
made me and retard wet.
WE BOTH HAVE BUNNY BAGS NOW! HOORAY FOR BUNNYS.
went out with parents, again at bugis.
made them pay for my new clothes :D
thankyou daddy and mummy ^o^
anyway , not much to say ler.
so ,
SAYONARA , SAYONARA ♥

{ HELLOH LAOGONG♥ , THIS IS FER YOU xP
thankyouverymuch for all your support (:
thankyou for caring and loving me (:
every second away from you seems like eternity.
i'm looking forward to sunday , will be able to see you again.
i'll be dreaming of you all night x)
and to sum it all up , I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY! ♥
love,
LAOPO(: }

2009-04-08T21:48:00.002+08:00

Hoho. finally came up with enough stuff to blog about.
AHAHA.
btw i lost xuanxuan's balloon. cannot find it . ugh.
shall start from morning :D
woke @ 5.59 before brushing teeth .
went back to room , suppose to change clothes.
but instead i fell asleep and orhorhed.
woken up by mom who banged my door.
this does not include yumi scratching at my door.
which pig wont wake up by that racket -_-

i then quickly changed and packed my bag. (yes i pack my bag in the morning :D)
after tt , left room and rebrushed teeth and tied hair :D
mom pointed to the clock and "tsk tsk" -ed me ):
was too late to put on my shoes so wore shoes in car.
took wrong shoes , should have gotten the lighter one for nafa.
when reached car , it was like 6.48 alrdy.
mom scolded me saying by this time , she was suppose to be driving home ):

Assembly was in the parade square.
fooled around with the girls before standing in line.
after national anthem , few announcements before heading back to class.
keys were with Joan . whole class played around outside.
bytheway , KaiSiong's new specs resembles a TV SCREEN. *quoted from Christabel*

when we were in class , people complained about Paxton not doing his duty yesterday.
then cheng lao shi (i shall call her CGM! btw , my 1st kindergarden was called CGM(: )
asked to speak to paxton and joan.

after that was P.E
run run run for NAFA!
at first the boys had to run .
then girls take count.
then i wanted to train initially .
dragged pris deardear to run with me (:
first round when reaching the statue , my shoulder made come wierdass sound
it was like *CRACK* damn loud can.
after that my whole shoulder felt like it was burning. ow ow ow.
then skipped the training to rest my shoulder.
Cornelius and abel were damn fast can.
1st and 2nd by them x)
then 3rd has 3 people : Andy , KaiSiong and Alvin (:
clap clap for all my family members above (: (kor , daddy , di , zhu , erzi)
then that darn Mr Lim.
last minute made the girls run.
not making excuses for myself cos my shoulder.
i really sucked at it. I'll make sure i run better next year.
i really wanna thank the guys for giving me support as i ran.
(especially you , zhuzhu. thanks for lending me your shoulder. very touched (: )
i don't think i can do it without you guys. thanks , once again x)

after p.e , released late . as we sat around the scouts table there.
Ellina pulled a muscle when she stood up. GET WELL SOON!
we all drank 100plus.
din finish mine though , Stacy too.
so we brought it back to class.
as we changed , my 100plus leaked and caused my sleeve and skirt to be wet.
ended up wearing the blouse and P.E shorts .
ME AND CRYSTAL AGREE THAT UNIFORM PLUS P.E SHORTS ROCK!
lit was kinda fun.
the poem about the black sheep , Joan and Christabel keep pointing to something when they said
"black sheep" made me crack up like crazy.

after lit was history.
Mr Kevin is damn funny can. hahaha. too bad his handwriting sucks LOL.
Adrian's head was blocking my view when we needed to copy question B and C answers.
so moved in front with pris!
mr kevin then realized i was wearing p.e shorts with my blouse.
he then commented that i was very "man" -_-
i then explained my skirt was wet , and offered him to wear it for me so it could dry faster.
he was like " eh , no thanks "
i squeezed handwriting in the lines.
pris commented my handwriting looks cute -_-
after that we talked about religions.
found out new stuff about Hinduism.
actually i only listen to part of it.
slept in class. KRISHNA!

after history was english (x
yay for my favourite lesson.
wrote personal recount.
writing about that expierence really made me almost cry.
it was a painful memory ):
anyway , wrote 4pages! a record breaker!
many guys were made to sit on the floor for talking.
(Andy: " OI JIE , I NEVER TALK LOR. I WAS MOVING MY MOUTH ONLY)
thats what andy told me . he said even Paxton din hear anything. I BELIEVE YOU! LOL!

after english was science.
never finish my homework.
made to stand.
heck care. can excercise legs anyway .
this made me dislike ms how alot lor -_-
anyway , standing behind rocks lor.
could see ppl smsing x)
erzi and my bros were playing with paper bullets.
then eugene kicked the pen around -_-

lesson ended early , got to stand for a shorter time compared to yesterday.
left school with JEEPS and we ate at KFC :D
i ate or. fillet meal x)
stacy also , but upgraded to cheese fries.
other three girls ate snackers (:
sabo - ed to sit with the guys . tsk .
*stares at elaine lessie.*
finished meal ler , slacked around with andy , zhuzhu and erzi.
after that went home.

on bus home , andy and i talked about our most disliked and liked teachers . we almost had the exact opposite. i keep telling him ms chan rocks lor."
den he keep say " COS SHE BIASED! SHE TREAT YOU WELL DEN YOU LIKE MA!"
btw andy has the tendency to like to scare me with sticks and rubberbands ):
and i realised i am no longer scared of tickles. unless is like many people at one time .
went home and napped awhile before doing homework. now i'm left with art. CURSE YOU LUMPY !

was on phone with wei an.
talking about how some people who don't know him hate him just cos he looks paikia.
i told him i understood fully .
i really dislike the fact that some people hate others for no reason.
for example ;
Person A: B , i hate C.
Person B: you know A meh?
Person A: Not really.
Person B: Then hate for what.
Person A: i dont know. wo kan ta bu shuang.
LOL example by wei an. he is sibei creative !
even though i cannot stop people from hating me , i just want people to know that i have done nothing wrong and do not judge a book by its cover.
So wei an , i really hope you learn from my quote and dont care about those people(:
(btw , weian is really only sec 1 yet he looks like some pai sec 4 !)
actually i was kind of shocked when he told me about it la , cos he's those type of 人见人爱 the people. and like he's very popular. anyway , cheer up wei an! smile!

ending this post with a lame joke 1 integ ppl keep hearing me say. I FIND IT VERY CUTE LOR.
WHY DID CHAR SIEW BAO CRY WHEN HE WATCHED A SAD FILM AT THE CINEMA?
- because char siew bao has fillings!
i find it very funny leh.

anyway, GOODNIGHT!
sayonara , sayonara!

2009-04-05T14:54:00.002+08:00

tralala . i happily conclude that i have nothing better to do.
so i cannot excape blogging. *sheesh . yuhui , you should have never allowed me to have taken up blogging , you stupid inspired person ! ):< *

my week was...
boring. la di da . that went well.
btwbtw went to yew tee and lot 1 yst. whole time i smsing xiaoheizhu dar <3
quite ok ba HAHAH.
got to visit my old hometown x)
went to yew tee and bought beloved domokun keychain.
Costed me & 3.90 :D
also went thr and slacked , eating cotton canday ^o^
aft tt went to lot 1 luh.

lot 1 i found another domo shop <3
WAKAO EH LUHH.
so many domos !
i liked th 11.95 1 !
same size as the one korkor gave :D
(but the one he gave was wearing floorball costume <3 THANKS BRO! xP )
bt in th end i went thr buy kitty cat :D weee for its cuteness.
aft tt walked around as usual lor. bought many many junk :D

aft tt went home and decided to sleep after i bathed.
finish bathing ler , zhuzhu went sleep ):
den i stayed up and lappy-ed.
played teddy factory for 5hours straight.
gawd , i din know i played that long.

so slept at around 4 to 5
& woke at 10++ aft replying zhuzhu 2 smses.
den i slept in somemore.
and woke at 12 (COOLIE)
well , that kinda sums up my weekend.
la di da.

since i'm so free , i shall find a new blogskin . WEEE.
HAHA.
SAYONARA , SAYONARA!

2009-03-28T11:32:00.003+08:00

i shall blog! i dont care how lazy i am going to be , i MUST blog.
tomorrow i'm being older ! more mature! weeeeeeeeee.
currently listening to songs. kiss the rain by yiruma.
nice nice .
touching lyrics too.
thinking of changing blogskin btw.
more i look at mine. the sicker i get.
sigh.
btw i stepped on a floorball ball yst ):
sorry sorry sorry!
sighs , very sian @ home uh.
T-T
i wanna go out! if i wasn't broke , i'll happily fly out
lalala.
hahas watching spongebob nao.
lazy lazy. i donwan update ler. byeee

I don't know what hurts you
But I can feel it too
And it just hurts so much
To know that I can't do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow I just know
That no matter what
I'll always love you

2009-03-19T22:15:00.002+08:00

Hair Color:

[x] Black = $100
[] Blonde = $50 ( dirty blonde.. )
[] Red = $75
[] Brown = $15
[] Bald = $5
[] Other=$2

Eye Color:

[x] Brown - $150
[] Green - $75
[] Blue $50
[] Hazel $100
[] Other - $15

Height:

[] Over 7' - $200
[] 6'8' to 7' - $175
[] 6'0' to 6'7' - $150
[x] 5'5' to 5'11' - $75
[]4'9' to 5'4' - $50
[] Under 4'9 - $45

Age:

[] 41 to 50 - $150
[] 31 to 40 - $100
[] 26 to 30 - $75
[] 21 to 25 - $50
[] 19 to 20 - $25
[x] 0 to 18 - $100

Birth Order:

[] Twins or more than twins - $300
[] First Born - $300
[]Only Child - $250
[]second born - $150
[] Middle child - $100
[x] Last Born - $200
[] third born - $100
[] fourth born - $100
[] fifth born - $375

Drink Beer?

[x] No - $400
[] Only Holidays - $300
[] Sometimes - $215
[] YES - $200
[] only weekends - $250
[] Every other day - $50
[] Once a day - $15
[] I live from the bottle - $0

Vision?

[] perfect vision - $300
[x] need or have glasses/contacts but don't
wear them -$300
[] No correction - $100
[] Glasses - $50 (and hate them)
[] Glasses -$100 (and love them)
[] contacts - $25
[] Surgical correction - $135

Car Color [or ur fam's car!]

[] White - $2,000
[] Maroon - $800
[] Gold - $700
[] Gray - $600
[] Blue - $900
[] Pink - $475
[] Black - $450
[] Red - $400
[] Green- $350
[x] Silver - $300
[] Purple - $250
[] Metallic - $200
[] Yellow (future) - $100
[] Primer - $75
[] Tan - $20
[] Rusted - $15
[] No Car - $0

Shoe Size:
[] 13+ - $300
[]12 and a half to 13 - $250
[] 11 to 12 - $700
[] 7 to 10 - $600
[x] Under 7- $550

Favorite Colors (three):

[]Green - $750
[x]Black - $600
[x] Red - $800
[]Yellow -$475
[]Brown - $50
[]Purple - $225
[]Aqua - $350
[]Orange - $300
[]Blue - $300
[x]Pink - $100
[]Other - $ 50

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[] Yes - $0
[x] No - add $1000
[] On some - $750

i am worth : $4675

i tag:
anyone who wants to do this

2009-03-19T11:59:00.002+08:00

We were given:
Two hands to hold.
Two legs to walk.
Two eyes to see.
Two ears to listen.
But why only one heart?
Because the other was given to someone else ,
For us to find.

2009-03-19T11:52:00.002+08:00

yep i changed my blog address.
took so long to come up with one
esp since so many twits use th nice names already.
so.. SAY-OKAY.BS.COM OK!
or OINK.CO.NR
i like my co.nr one better cos its more cute ;D
hahs short post cos i wanna slack

birthday wishes ^o^

2009-03-16T22:35:00.011+08:00

just celebrated my mom's birthday.
and i realized every year , she makes the same wish: she wants me to be good.
& i will be . i will be guai. (:
i will be so guai you people puke ^o^
anyways , i want lots of things for my birthday :P
i feel so greedy ahaha.
for starters i want this so much:

BALLONS! WAO :P esp the metal floaty type teehee.
but i love maryann and tzexuan so much because they promised to give me another balloon after mine popped :D <3 THANKS BABES!

i also want ESPADRILLES!
people dont know what th heck that is.
cos its too chio. ahahah. no la i'm just kidding.
its because th name is so chim they dont even think its a shoe anymore.
they're just chio sandals with long long ribbons :P

i want UGLY DOLLS.
i know th name would make you raise an eyebrow. BUT BOP AND BEEP ARE SO CUTE.
& they're impossible to get in singapore luh. but they sold it once in suntect *_*
i was'nt a fan of them then luh. YEY UGLY!

idk why but ..
I WANT ELMO/COOKIEMONSTER/DOMOKUN . (o3o)
i know i'm retarded ahaha. :X
but who can resist them? THEY ARE SO DAMN CUTE :o

this is damn common but idk why i want it o_O
I WANT ROBOT NECKLACE :P
its so cuteeeee :D

i want bearbear!
no not this type ._.
THIS TYPE! SO CUTE! :D

& if you love me even though you're poor..
you can always make me something :P
so touching teehee.
make me a keychain & unless i lose it i promise to hang it somewhere :D
haahs i'm thinking of all home made goodies now @_@
stuff like..

COOKIES :O
(i'm going to be a second cookie monster)

and a sweet homemade card :3

they should add a B infront of th hb. DEN IT'LL BE MADE FOR ME :D
(BHB. Buay Hiao Bye :P)
& there's something i would like >D
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
SING ME PONYO/ELMO SONG AND I WOULD BE VEH DE HAPPYZ :o

ahhaah. i'm just kidding about th pressies *unless you want give me la , i'll be happier :P*
all i want for my birthday , is a BIG ELMOOO HUG :O
AND A HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
DONT FORGET MY HAPPY BIRTHDAY D<
*sotz ler*
REMEMBER THE PONYO AND ELMO SONG!!!!
hahas. anyway , i'm just blogging this to fill up more blogger space. i dont want a dead blog :p
Cya in th next post , whoever reads my blog :D

2009-03-16T13:41:00.001+08:00

JJ CREEPS ROCKS KAY.

i am 90% ASIAN

2009-03-16T13:01:00.002+08:00

[x] Both of your parents are from Asia
[x] You were born in Asia
[x] You use the term "Azn"
[ ] You think DDR is cool
[x] You've watched lots of anime
[x] You like Korean drama
[x] You have stuff hanging on your phone
[x] You think your parents want you to marry within your own race
[x] You eat rice almost everyday
[x] You drink lemon tea

X's so far: 9

[x] You style your hair
[x] You have a bebo/myspace/friendster
[x] You speak languages other than English
[x] Your parents are strict
[x] Your parents have high expectations of you
[x] You always get A's/B's on your report
[x] You do Chemistry/Biology/Physics/

Accounting
[x] You know your multiplication table
[x] You play badminton or table tennis or Irish Pingpong
[x] You've seen the asian version The Ring/The grudge

X's so far: 19

[x] You go/want to go to a university and would NEVER consider an apprenticeship
[ ] You own an asian car (Honda, Toyota, etc)
[x] You're not the only child
[x] You've gotten little red envelopes around February
[x] You know the difference between kung fu, karate and tae kwon do
[x] Your mother tries to bargain even though the product is already discounted
[x] You can solve a rubiks cube(after a long time luh)
[x] You have a box of noodles somewhere in your house
[x] You play video games

X's so far: 27

[x] Everytime you're going out, your parents ask you where you're going and what time you'll be home
[ ] You have karaoke at home
[x] You've been to a LAN more than 3 times
[] You have incense sticks/moth balls in your house
[x] You own a gaming console
[x] You don't wear shoes in your house
[x] You can use chopsticks
[x] You get nothing if you do well in school, but punished if you don't

X's so far: 33

[x] Your parents won't let you go out if you have school the next day
[x] You have asian songs on your computer/iPod
[ ] You don't like football
[x] You like Soccer.

X's so far: 36

[x] You have a curfew
[ ] You know what ulzzang/tb means.
[x] You know what purikura is
[x] you like bubble tea
[ ] Your parents bought you shoes many sizes too big so you can "grow into it" and wear it for years to come
[x ] You've played final fantasy
[x ] You believe in fortune cookies

X's so far: 41

[x] You know what is bok choy
[x] You've heard the song "Got rice?"
[x] You've had pockys/yan yan before
[x] When you ask for your mom's permission, she goes "ask your dad"

X's so far: 45

Total X's: 45

Multiply your total score by 2 and put the subject as I am __% Asian!

2009-03-15T22:14:00.003+08:00

down with fever&stomach flu.
argh.
btw when i went out just now i saw big big metallic balloons :o
I WANT I WANT I WANT! OMFG .
idk why i'm sick and i still want a balloon. must be sot liaoz hahas.
shall blog abit about today.
went play sports with retard.
den retard lost her phone cos she put in my SHALLOW hoodie pocket.
den ran around in rain to look.
cos tt tio fever luh.
ahas. when she wanted play basketball got guys come ask us to play with them.
den idk hw play so donwn.
den she say must kneel down beg den she play hahas..
aft dat went sembawang shopping cntr
fuck the connection. so lan.
den saw th balloons lor. SO BIGGGG! I WANT HAHAHAA. BACK TO FIRST POINT.
I WANT BALLOONS FOR MY BDAYEEE!
i feel so slutty begging ppl for balloons LOL. childish too :P
anyways nt much to talk about.
i'll just youtube awhile den rest. PANDOL FAST FAST DAT 1 IS DAMN EFFECTIVE OK.

why am i even smiling. i don't even feel well. i'm not a dog. i'm not that forgiving. i got my feelings. i'm tired of everything. i'm not that kind of girl. i've always told you i'm tired. but i never continued. i never wanted to. i'm tired of your attitude. fuck it. i'm tired of feeling like this. fuck it. i'm tired of everything. i dont even want to feel like this. its not easy. sigh. its something words can never describe. i hate you and like you as a friend @ th same time. i hate the things you do. i hate it BLAH BLAH BLAH. I CANT EVEN CHOOSE WORDS I WANT TO USE ANYMORE.

Dear Joann, I understand that you've had enough of being used :O

2009-03-14T10:47:00.000+08:00

Dear Joann:)
I ____ you.
You have a nice ______.
You make me _______.
You should _______.
Someday I will ______.
You + me = ________.
If I saw you now I'd __________.
I want to ________ you.
I would build a _______ just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be _________.
We could __________ under the stars.
Love,
_______________

(P.S. ______________.)

Oh and I am __________ (going/not going) to post this in my blog and see what you write about me.

2009-03-10T21:03:00.002+08:00

today sch mission.
made a total fool of myself LOL.
whole day andy keep want cheer ahaha.
den like one or two ppl follow up his cheer.
paxton & gavin feels left out.
i'm okay with paxton uh. today hug him and apologize :o
jjcreeps was shocked right ahaha.
gavin i no comment lah, later he scold me eff how.
always like that. not our problemo cn.
ahahah. me and joan today damn hyper.
OLEH OLEH OLEH TO JOAN(N)(S) AHHAAH XDDDDDDDD
paiseh i damn hyper cos i use com awhile ahaha.
btw ms ang caught my hair LOL. she was like
" eh joann , i notice you have th tendency to put down ur fringe when no teachers are around. I'LL MAKE SURE I CUT UR HAIR HOR. DONT THINK I DONT DARE. den th guys were like BWAHAHA.
vandalized zhuzhu's leg lol.. (:
anyway , i'll end th post quickly luh. i wan watch tv ^o^

2009-03-09T08:25:00.002+08:00

HEY PEEPOS!
using my school com to blog ^o^
not feeling well cos tio fever & cough and sore throat and running nose .. ):
today like veh little ppl com duh , all tio fever.
urm , so far i think only kaisiong , paxton , joan , christabel , timooo~ , brandon , they all nvr com. i think still gt ppl ba. lazy list down.
andy just said they can check th websides i go to. so i btr delete my posts with bad words. T___T
now smsing zhuzhu :D he's like 38degrees can. so miss joan. haiii~
i'll end this post b4 maggie mee come scold T_T

sabo ):

2009-03-07T23:47:00.002+08:00

darn you nwx! i will use you to wipe my butt after i poop , darn toliet paper D<

1. Your real name.

- Joann Wong Jia Yan :D

2. Your gangsta name.

( first three letters of real name plus izzie )

- Joannizzie < lolol.

3. Your detective name.

( favourite colour and favourite animal )

- hot pink dog < LOLOL.

4. Your soap opera name.

( your middle name and street you live on / or neighbourhood if its a number )

- Wong Punggol < LOLOLOL *ROFL*

5. Your Star Wars name.

( the first three letter of your last name , first two letter of your first name )

- jiajo < jiajo will pwn!

6. Your superhero / criminal name.

( your second favourite colour and favourite drink )

- black sprite

7. Your Iraqi name.

(2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, 1st letter
of your last name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of
your dads name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, and last letter of
your moms first name )

- joajenna <>

8. Your witness protection name.

( parents middle name ) which parent?

chua/wong :D

9. Your goth name.

( black , and the name of one of your pets )

- Black Yumi <>

10. Your hood name.

( First 3 letter of your name and add -iqua )

joaiqua <>

[ tag 5 people to do this quiz. ]

grins * sabo time :D

- Elaine :D

- Joan :D

- Stacy :D

- Regine pekkie :D

- Mattheus :D

2009-02-28T22:58:00.003+08:00

i never wanted to admit it.
i just pretended i broke up with him. not the other way round.
i can admit to others he broke with me. but I'll never admit it to myself.
now you're on the phone with me , asking me the same questioned you asked a year ago.
i was blind then , to say yes.
because similarly , that's also the same way you broke up with me. i still wonder why i had to suffer in silence as i cried. i never wanted to let anyone know, how much i loved you.
months after our breakup , i still had feelings for you. i still loved you. deep inside , i knew it very well.i cried sleepless nights for you. i wrote a journal for you. i cut myself , for you, when i was out , i faked a smile. i acted as if everything was okay. but i know it wasn't .
getting in secondary school , i learnt to forget you. i learnt to forget everything. our used to be-s.
we both moved on, you , with my good friend . i hated her a lot , because of you.
falling deeper in love with another guy , i forgot you entirely.
i learnt that there were many other fishes in the ocean. i did not need you. not anymore.
months passed , and I'm okay. i had no troubles. even when i walked past the basketball court each day , i would not cry. I knew it was just the past. as it would remain.
i don't care. not anymore.
if i knew earlier on , that was your phone number.
would i have not answered? i would.
i don't want to know about how we used to be.
i grew up. i learnt to forget everything.
but why did you have to tell me everything?
to hurt me again?
having another relationship with you , is not easy.
cos i hate you. i really do. i dont need you as i did anymore.
so f*** off , darren tan.
f*** you.
f*** your parents.
i hate you.
be loyal to your maryann you fucking bastard.
she loves you and you do this to her.
she and me broke up , thanks to you.
and you're doing this to her?
i guess i misunderstood her.
there's nothing wrong with her. its all your fault.
you're the cause of everything.
you're the heartbreaker.

2009-02-28T07:25:00.002+08:00

s0z all 16people who smsed me after 7..

i fell asleep and woke only now. 11hours! a record! xD

shall blog before everyone gets online and i'm too lazy to blog anymore.

yst was X-country run!

must run abt 3km ++

when starting , alot gey kiang lai action zui go chiong -_-

at first run wif stacy they all ; but see infront ppl all slowing down , i went catch up

stopped to catch breath for abt 2-3times.

at one point i wanted give up , den rachel was like " run run run! "

den i jz continue luh.

when reached th park again , i tot going finish line le , so slowly jog,

den like 3-4 ppl overtake.

den i juz beat 1 girl , floorball der.

ended wif position 9, same as XIAOHEIZHU<3

pris 5th

and dilys first~!!! DILYS WE LOVE YOU!

haha den we water parade, not drink but pour here pour there.

den all laugh like siaogina , all th boys kena rooster hairstyle.

after tt go take milo wif jj creeps they all ;

de cup damn small can? -_-

den when taking oreoooo (junyuan) or kevyn (uuuliet!) lai pour more water on me .

di den very evil lor ): he pull out my hairband den i tot he throw what den i push away , yuan lai is my hairband . den drop into grass dirty le T_T

den i get rubberband from ms loke to tie hair. :D

den revenged to didi , pour 1.5 bottles of newwater on him.

haahs after that took medal le and do th KITES cheer!! ^^

we at first all dkdk th thing

den only andy di shout like crazy lol.

2nd time got mike den sound louder

haahs. after that went hg playground with everyonee.

daddy and ma de. doing scandalous things on sunday. :D

teehee.

after tt th guys went home den i went out with pekkie.

saw a fat surprise (yanzhang) with zhewei :o

after tt went bugis walk ard.

den went to OG i bought smth and pekkie bought mulan perfume :O

after that we walked ard th market thing.

their elmo very fake can -_-

then got this guy say what unbreakable pencil..

when i lift th pencil , the led broke -_-

but the pen there is cool! can move up and down de.

on train home i read totto chan :D

finishing soon le teehee.

when home , sibei tired but xiaoheizhu ask me onlining anot. i say lazy den he ): den thinking of replying i going online , den fell asleep till 6 in the morning -_-

so woke up and play audi den blog.

teehee.

shall sign off :/ nthing much to blog le.

2009-02-26T21:55:00.002+08:00

eh XQ you think you what, cry means get your way ah.
call me insect , call me protect my hair nia, you think i bochup it sibo?
once mr tang came in you action dry up eyes le. YOU ONLY CRY SINCE YOU KNOW MRS SEAH HAS A SOFT HEART. threaten ppl tt if they dont do ur way , you tell tcher they bully you? how immature and childish. you think other ppl dont care about what you do?
only cos ur fucking pride you made so many people unhappy? reflect about it urself man. if you never annoy us , would we annoy you? once mrs seah's back was turned , you gave us that cocky look and smirked? HOW CAN LIKE THIS? I CRY I ALSO GET MY WAY AH.
damn pissed off.

you know i'm bored when..

2009-02-23T22:47:00.002+08:00

i know i'm bored ):

2009-02-22T17:50:00.002+08:00

eating last of all my valentine's day chocolates. (teehee , thanks guys :P)
and whats left? OH GOODIE , PASSION CHOCOLATES , the imitation feror rocher ._.
its tastes so fake man. .__.
i want toberone! i want crunchie! i wan timeout! i wan MnMs! i want.. (blabber all other chocolate brands) BUT I DONWAN PASSION ):
oh well , i'll chuck it one side :D
anyway , going out soon ^____^

2009-02-22T00:00:00.001+08:00

wtf. wtf. wtf.
f*** you leh eileen ho.

2009-02-20T23:32:00.003+08:00

short or maybe long update. i'll see how much i can remember.
today quite late den go sch cos still need bring th board den hands all full.. ):
everyone so nice all wait for me , THANKS GUYS , LOVE YA ♥
den we all went up luh.
th sub ldrs all need go hall. (sigh)
den i have to go quads , NO AIR CON !
anyway , when th girlguides and scouts all do de piakpiak thing , i keep laughing like siao cos me and ellina keep say som1 very "BOINGG"
HAHAHA
btw , roasted pig is damn hot can.
got chest hair , arm hair , and BOING BOING BOING AHHAHAHAAHHAA *fallen into hysterics*
seriously these days i'm very sot liao can. i laugh too much. should stop eating chocolates , alot moodswings liao
den first few preiods all free~ in class hear music till cheng guo mei come scold us . say will confi phone den we say we keep den she gave us last chance -_-
so good right LOLOL *goosebumps*
anyway after that , recess le.
eat curry chicken mee (WAHFISH , HEARTBURN) ITS DAMN HOT HOT. den eat le run back class for cheena pok.
BLAH BLAH BLAH (skipskip)
den had english, last 30sec rush my compo
after tt is maths , nth much. NO HOMEWORK (:
den lit got pop quiz. me and chris were talking LOL
after that me and joan meimei stay back for floorball.
will update tmr. i damn tired.

2009-02-18T19:48:00.002+08:00

gosh la its pure torture manxzzxzxzxzxzx!
today lessons quite fun la..
morning got surprise spot check.
i straight away pull up socks , tuck bangbangs behind ear, and stuff P.E shirt up uni sleeve.
heng bo caugh lah..
after that go back class luh, all go change for P.E
den i flash to joan! :D(not really la, my shirt inside LOL)
den elaine they all scold me sick ): *heart broken*
andy and kaisiong rape alvin sia .
den i took photos :D (WITNESS! GUAI!)
lolol. den i talked to th guys bt JJ CREEPS all went down change le.
so just follow th guys down lor.
after that , p.e chercher make us warmup one round niahx.
i thought why so hao xin man.
so i just sprint whole 1 round lor.
after that he say for p.e we do........
running.. -_-
den joan ask tcher : " EH CHER , YOU THINK YOU VERY CUTE ISIT?"
den he was like "YA "
den i say he act cute
den he say his son teach him one -_-
haiis
den we saw th list of names for attendance
EH WTF LOR I HOW COME SUDDENLY 43KG?!
i swear i take weight that time i saw 36!
^(%$^&*()*&^%$#%^&*() WHY I GAIN 7KG?!!!
OMFG OMFG OMFG
*runs to a corner and emo*
den we run to 3rd floor and down lor.
halfway kenneth vomit on brandon LOLOL
den the stench really... disrupting...
after that our sibei "cute" teacher let us play floorball :D
the stick me and crystal carry from staff room.
during game i keep looking at other team play..
den nvr see ball coming.
i fail for goalie ok ! ):
after that i don feel like eating cos later fat........
den drink 100PLUS! (0.5kg of water ):)
btw me and stacy decided to go in floorball (:
cos alot points ^^
after recess can slack le worhx!
literature nothing new lor. after all i read alrdy (:
after that got history.
SUPER FUNNY AHHAHAHAHAA
we all evil haha.
only my dodo (coco♥) guai guai listen to ah zhu
halfway juliet walk infront make fun of roasted pork sia LOLOL
den we all laugh like shit
btw dodo was stuck on my hairband when me and chris playing lol
den whole class laugh laugh laugh say what i must cut hair -_- (NOOOOOOOOOOOOO... )
den right after that junyuan (oreo) stuck his finger in bottle again -_-
den so funny hahaha
btw paxton write on his hand with pen den lick seh . ewww.
den kor sae he eat his noseshit LOLOLOL
after that english th N.G mag kena confis ):
after that is science. was falling asleep lor.
mrs seah the voice very lullaby leh.
after that went hg mall with chris , elaine and stacy.
actually they want take neoprints but i pokai ):
sorry luh.
after that i......
haiya nvm.
><'''
after that me and chris went home.
den chris left her plastic bag in train LOL. heng i saw it :D
now in my room lol.
when walking home halfway saw darren and aaron sitting on steps
den chat with them awhile den i walk home.
after that audi whole day with sun er!
he make my dens go back to 1m after we keep play brbp.
WE PWN OK.
after that nthing much le ba.
siannzzz over that thing la.
hais. will sign off nw :\

LOLOL

2009-02-17T22:10:00.005+08:00

HAHAHA
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i will post epic picture okay! (not real scenario though)
JOAN AND STACY DONT KILL ME PLZ :D
here is deh photo
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LOLOLOL HAHAHAHA actually usually its me who say dont cut my hair :3
and another~

see andy as chiobu :3 . even kaisiong is horrified.
sorry sexy andy chua didi , you'll never look like the girl in the newspapers (:
LOLOL i'm so mean. :D
btw if stacy and joan gets angry with me , i'll be like
<------ ): dead.

2009-02-16T23:07:00.002+08:00

short update uh.
tmr got cheena pok compo. i'm soo going to flunk.
hais hais hais.
history project is like due in 2weeks and my group started on....

... buying the materials. darn me for slacking when going to fren's house ):
haha short update la , i'm going facebook awhile before slping.
nitezzz !

100 truths , I am purely bored.

2009-02-16T22:49:00.002+08:00

100 truths, I am purely bored.
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Today at 10.56PM
001. Real name → Wong JiaYan Joann(:
002. Nickname(s)→ long list. -_-
004. Zodiac sign → Aries
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → EFPS.
007. Middle School → HIHS
008. High School → HIHS
010. Hair color → tinted brown
011. Long or short → middle
012. Loud or Quiet → LOUD :D
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans.
014. Phone or Camera → Phone.
015. Health freak → Maybe
016. Drink or Smoke? → Ya
017. Do you have a crush on someone?→ yah
018. Eat or Drink → drink
019. Piercings → Earholes
020. Tattoos → None

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → 8 years old
024. First best friend → Beatrice from kindergarden lol.
025. First award → Top 3 for p1 :D
026. First crush → i forgot his name. he's damn ugly when i see the kindergarden photos.
027. First pet → Hamster
030. First big birthday → 1 lol

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Nothing.
050. Drinking → Water
052. I'm about to → update after this den sleep
053. Listening to → White Horse
054. Plans for today → blog , sleep , wakeup
055. Waiting for → tomorrow.

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → YEAH! GIRLS PL0X :D
059. Want to get married? → i donwan be single old ahma ):
060. Careers in mind → anything that pays (:
WHICH IS BETTER?
068. Lips or eyes → eyes
070. Shorter or taller? → TALLER.
072. Romantic or spontaneous → ROMANTIC!
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Stomach o_o
074. Sensitive or loud → both are good actually
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → yeah
081. Ran away from home → attempted to.
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → Nope
083. Killed somebody → NO.
084. Broken someone's heart → from what the guys said about me , i did -_-
085. Been arrested → Noh!
087. Cried when someone died → i cried when my xiao fei yu die ):

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → yah
090. Miracles → yah
091. Love at first sight → not really.
092. Heaven → yah
093. Santa Claus → how he fit in chimney ah . so fat.
094. Sex on the first date → ewwwww. no.
095. Kiss on the first date → usually no .

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Not really , but it's better than nothing.
099. Do you believe in God → JESUS WANSUI OK!
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 20 people→ tag 20 ah? ok lor any 20 from my links (:

I've done out 91 of the 132 stupid things.

2009-02-15T21:06:00.006+08:00

You are required to answer ALL the following questions. Tag 10 people and re post it with the title: I've done ( ? ) out of the 132 stupid things.
99/132 means you scored a distinction for doing stupid things!

Not Stupid
Level 1
(x) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex( mother (: )
(x) Drank Alcohol
So Far: 3

Level 2
(x) Are/Been In Love
(x) Been Dumped
() Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight
So Far: 6

Level 4
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone/Something Die (i saw ants die)
So Far: 9

Level 5
(x ) Had/Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends(facebook and rl friend!)
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
(x) Thrown Up From Drinking
So Far:12

Level 6
(x) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone from Facebook
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit
So Far: 15

Level 7
( x) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
() Made A Snow Angel
So Far: 19

Level 8
(x ) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( x) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up
So Far: 24

Level 9
( x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
So Far: 28

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(x ) Felt An Earthquake
( x) Killed A Snake
So Far: 31

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood
So Far: 35

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car/Motorcycle Accident
So Far: 36

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight
So Far: 38

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
(x) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
So Far: 43

Level 15
( ) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying
So Far: 46

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins(ask pekkie lol)
So Far: 51

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made a Prank Phone Call
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain
So Far: 54

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere
So Far: 58

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey(lolololol)
So Far: 60

Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Swore at the teacher, in front of them
( ) Swam With Dolphins
So Far: 61

Level 22
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
(x) Kissed A Fish ( i call my dog a fish LOL )
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top
So Far: 65

Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about( i care about pekkie ok! )
So Far: 69

Level 24
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House.
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone
So Far: 73

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking( simi? )
( ) Visited Jail
So Far: 74

Level 26
(x) Played Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
(x) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused
So Far: 79

Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
(x) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one(last time darren said:" WALAN LEH YOU. GO MAKE PORN VIDEO BTR LA)
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed
So Far: 83

Level 28
() Mooned/Flashed Someone
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(x) Tried to hurt yourself
So Far: 86

Level 29
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
( ) Had A Cavity
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
(x) Been Black Mailed
So Far: 88

Level 31
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
( ) Licked Someone
So Far: 91

Level 32
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
( ) Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas
So Far: 91

i tag:
anyone x 10

WAH HENG . 8MORE LEH X_X

2009-02-15T15:19:00.005+08:00

JOANN❤ S.O.S ;LALA CLAN & JEEPS FTW. says:
i know why ):

~stace❤~ no one but, JEEPS!!!!!!! and DAVANYUNCI says:
y?

JOANN❤ S.O.S ;LALA CLAN & JEEPS FTW. says:
they scared they talk to me den tio my sot disease

JOANN❤ S.O.S ;LALA CLAN & JEEPS FTW. says:
so they leave first

~stace❤~ no one but, JEEPS!!!!!!! and DAVANYUNCI says:
=.='

andy says:
-.-'''

JOANN❤ S.O.S ;LALA CLAN & JEEPS FTW. says:
<3 xiexie for loving me so much keke

JOANN❤ S.O.S ;LALA CLAN & JEEPS FTW. says:
both look at me with such cute faces

JOANN❤ S.O.S ;LALA CLAN & JEEPS FTW. says:
VERY GAN DONG OK!

andy says:
lol

andy says:
self praise is international discrase

JOANN❤ S.O.S ;LALA CLAN & JEEPS FTW. says:
LOL

JOANN❤ S.O.S ;LALA CLAN & JEEPS FTW. says:
thanks thanks

JOANN❤ S.O.S ;LALA CLAN & JEEPS FTW. says:
i got an internation award

JOANN❤ S.O.S ;LALA CLAN & JEEPS FTW. says:
SO GAN DONG!

andy says:
lol

andy says:
don't wan tok to u le

andy says:
-.-

JOANN❤ S.O.S ;LALA CLAN & JEEPS FTW. says:
lol

haha i'm sot liaoz (:

LOL FUNNY CONF

2009-02-15T13:57:00.003+08:00

Pillowfowl.Kayu._. says:
lols

Pillowfowl.Kayu._. says:
pai kia

Pillowfowl.Kayu._. says:
;P

JOANN❤ S.O.S ;LALA CLAN & JEEPS FTW. says:
i am guai~!

Pillowfowl.Kayu._. says:
LALALLA~

JOANN❤ S.O.S ;LALA CLAN & JEEPS FTW. says:
lala simi la ):

Pillowfowl.Kayu._. says:
"la' sai

Pillowfowl.Kayu._. says:
;P

JOANN❤ S.O.S ;LALA CLAN & JEEPS FTW. says:
!!!

JOANN❤ S.O.S ;LALA CLAN & JEEPS FTW. says:
LA SAI? T_T

JOANN❤ S.O.S ;LALA CLAN & JEEPS FTW. says:
must make you sailala

Pillowfowl.Kayu._. says:
lols

Pillowfowl.Kayu._. says:
u say say say

Pillowfowl.Kayu._. says:
nw i needa bomb

Pillowfowl.Kayu._. says:
-.-

JOANN❤ S.O.S ;LALA CLAN & JEEPS FTW. says:
bomb? =o

Pillowfowl.Kayu._. says:
SHIT LA

Pillowfowl.Kayu._. says:
Afk,

Pillowfowl.Kayu._. says:
-.-\

JOANN❤ S.O.S ;LALA CLAN & JEEPS FTW. says:
lol u dabian

Pillowfowl.Kayu._. says:
back

Pillowfowl.Kayu._. says:
u lah

Pillowfowl.Kayu._. says:
curse me

Pillowfowl.Kayu._. says:
-,-

JOANN❤ S.O.S ;LALA CLAN & JEEPS FTW. says:
HAHHAHA

JOANN❤ S.O.S ;LALA CLAN & JEEPS FTW. says:
pigudong!

Pillowfowl.Kayu._. says:
-.-

Pillowfowl.Kayu._. says:
u suay mouth

Pillowfowl.Kayu._. says:
;P

JOANN❤ S.O.S ;LALA CLAN & JEEPS FTW. says:
WHAT

JOANN❤ S.O.S ;LALA CLAN & JEEPS FTW. says:
MY MOUTH HOR

JOANN❤ S.O.S ;LALA CLAN & JEEPS FTW. says:
SO GOOD TILL SPIT OUT GOLD LEH

Pillowfowl.Kayu._. says:
Yeahs.

Pillowfowl.Kayu._. says:
like tht ur parents no need work liao

JOANN❤ S.O.S ;LALA CLAN & JEEPS FTW. says:
haahaha

Pillowfowl.Kayu._. says:
my mouth spit acid la

JOANN❤ S.O.S ;LALA CLAN & JEEPS FTW. says:
good you know ;D

Pillowfowl.Kayu._. says:
spit at u la

Pillowfowl.Kayu._. says:
;P

lol i keep laughing at th conf xD

2009-02-15T13:02:00.001+08:00

this is so true..

A wife who loses a husband is called a widow.
A husband who loses a wife is called a widower.
A child who loses his parents is called an orphan.
But...there is no word for a parent who loses a child.
Because when the love is so great, no amount of words can describe it.

i read about this on a random blog. really so true. like how God loves his children. How he loves you and me.

2009-02-14T23:14:00.002+08:00

taken from darling pekpek(:

1. How many people have you kissed in this month on the lips?
ZEELOO!

2. What's your middle name?
Wong JIAYAN Joann

3. Would you rather spend a whole day with your mum or your dad?
Dad. Mom all th time also can..

4. Where will you be 12 hours from now?
Awake on msn or sleeping

5. Is it easy for others to make you feel sad?
depends lahs.

6. Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow?
I'm going to wear clothes(:

7. Where's your girlfriend/boyfriend at?
idk . Car home?

8. Why did your last relationship end?
cos we drifted apart.

9. Does anyone hate you for no reason?
idk. anqi hates me cos i'm vain :3 how dumb.

10. Can you make yourself cry?
Can.

12. Play an instrument?
Yep

13. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
i prefer my future ..

14. What are your favorite color(s)?
Green , black , white , baby pink

15. Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with an R?
nope

16. What are you doing tomorrow?
I am going to breathe.

17. Are you easily confused?
when it comes to maths , yeah.

18. Do you think you would make a good wife/husband?
nah. i'll be a failure when it comes to cooking (:

19. What's your favorite kind of ice cream?
Napoleon

20. Are you tall?
Eh in my age group i'm above average for girls, but i'm WAYYY shorter den junyuan ): (he keep say i short lor!)

21. Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
yah. sad case .

22. Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?
lol no

23. What is your sock's colour?
what sock?

24. Has anyone ever borrowed something?
?

25. Do you fall for people who jokes easily?
YES. I LAUGH LIKE SIAO GINA (:

26. Everything happens for a reason?
no , i fall down for what huh.

27. Do you like someone more than a friend?
YES I LOVE HIM LOLOL <3

28. Who have you texted in the last 2 days?
ehhs if include chain sms , ard 20

29. What are you listening to right now?
mother nagging.

30. How has the week been?
fun. it passed so quickly (:

31. Is there something you wish you could tell someone but cant?
yeah. i shall confess it here anyway.
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lol i'm being lame again. HAHAHA GNIGHT PEPOS xDDD

2009-02-14T00:41:00.003+08:00

just before i sleep , i want to try PHLOOK out.

it rocks okay. must leave note on my pics keke.

2009-02-13T23:20:00.002+08:00

Valentine's day coming in 32minutes ; yeah?

TMR GOING OUT WITH JULIET AND ABEL AND MEET WANYI & YUHUI @ CEDAR FIESTA !
HOHO XDDD

btw peps , i switched my url alrdy.

now instead of typing "fly-withoutwings.blogspot.com"( wah long right )

ALL YOU CAN DO IS TYPE : MELANCHOL-Y.CO.NR! more simple lor. tee hee.

btw i changed my blogskin after falling in love with LMW's skin. (seriously th ones i make SUCK!)

so i decided --> I'LL NVR MAKE A BLOGSKIN MYSELF ! D:<

oh well , i go watch shugo chara le! SHALALA!

2009-02-11T22:16:00.002+08:00

I'm kinda bored cos everyone else is asleep and i'm done with freaking homework.

so i decided to do this thing that melissa sent me (: (Melly Melly veli sMelly (: )

Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Joann

2. A four Letter Word : Jeep!

3. A boy's Name : Joey

4. A girl's Name : Joan!

5. An occupation :Journalist

6. A color : Jade

7. Something you'll wear : Jewellery

9. A food : Jelly!

10. Something found in the bathroom: Jar?

11. A place : Joann's house. i know i'm cheating.

12. A reason for being late : Jam! (traffic jam o_o)

13. Something you'd shout : JOLALA!

14. A movie title : Juno

15. Something you drink : Jelly Joy!

16. A musical group : Jonas Brothers

17. An animal : Jellyfish

18. A street name : Joo chiat road (isit like this? heard dad say b4)

19. A type of car : JEEP!

20. The title of a song : Just so you know! (I KEEP SINGING (: )

btw its damn hard. if you want to do just email me for th thing lor. but ask if you chi bao mei shi zuo.

ASK AND YOU SHALL RECIEVE!

2009-02-05T21:17:00.002+08:00

SORRY FOR NOT POSTING THESE DAYS.. VEH BUSY ~
well , i'm let off the hook for today cos ms ang will be absent and the homework mon den pass (:
but i'm done with the maths anyways.. so UPDATE HOHO
btw me and ks started a clan haha. it all started when i keep saying shalala
den elaine said bralala den i show him. den he lalala! den abel tralala!
den we cr8 a clan LOL
Me:SHALALA
JOAN:JOLALA
KAISIONG:LALALA
ELAINE:BRALALA
ABEL:TRALALA
ANDY:LOOLALA
ROSLYN:ROLALA
CHRISTABEL:CHRISLALA

HAHAHAH <3 anyone else in 1int want join? (:
think of anyword with lala LOL

anyway , to change the subject ; i'll talk all about today *sigh*
morning i pin up my hair (GUAI!) den go into hall (:
today nvr see my ex laopo suzie sia
WHY SHE MY EX LAOPO LEH? I BRK WITH SUZIE TO BE WITH MS PRAWN (:
hahaha ppl cfm scold me siao again.
veh tired lor morning. keep yawn.
today get to do experiment in lab (:
i keep playing with the lighter but ms prawn nvr see . (:
we did filteration and evaporating the salt solution thing..
we done le stacy go eat the salt .___.
den she was like "BLEH!!! SO SALTY T_T"
den i keep laughing lol
btw willis broke the glass LOL
he say cos eugene they all..
after sci not alot of things happen la..
quite boring.
skipskip to recess.
recess got the macaroni and cheese.
forgot who say very nice -_-
den i buy & it tastes like shit ~ XD
den me and ellina throw away the plate that time , i got stupid idea LOL.
i go tilt the plate den the cheese man man dripdripdrip
den ellina say i sick ): *heart broken*
aft that we all drink ice lemon tea (:
den i ask stacy : "eh why the taste so funny de?"
stacy: like blood right?
me:ya
elaine: ewww you two drink blood?
me: when my finger bleed i suck wad
elaine: lol actually i also do that
LAME LAME LAME :X
btw right that kanina cheebai bitch fucker nabey AQ go scold me & jeeps vain sia
DA DAN LEH
WALAOO I VAIN MEH
actually i am HAHAHA
not only that she scold either me or joan ugly lor.
fuck her mama la -_-
she scold ppl ugly den she leh?
look like backside -_-
she still go suck up to divaashinigami sia
*rolls eyes*
btw th nerdnerd always follow me T_T
assembly i ask her move infront she mai
WTF LEH.
i know i very popular HAHAHA . i'm kidding. please dont chop my head T_T
den today history test , DAMN HARD CAN?
mr tang still say easy T_T
i nvr do art project LOL.
heng that lamjiao nvr come (:
anyway after that i ask th boys stay back for deco.
KNS LEH. they stay back bully me ):
dont say we nvr do work lol
we cut up 4 names ok?! VERY HARD DE LOL
anyway , den i go home with didis
after that sibei tired.. den do homework halfway... i zzzz
orhorh is GOODS!
keke.
after that not much le bah.
den do hw and on com (:
i go watch finish my SHUGO CHARA!
KEKE (:

2009-02-03T17:53:00.000+08:00

drifting apart;

2009-01-24T23:48:00.001+08:00

changed my blog song :D
Lyrics:
We were both young when I first saw you
I closed my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you, please don't go
And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby, just say yes

So, I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Oh oh
Cause you were Romeo, I was the scarlet letter
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
But you were everything to me
I was begging you, please don't go
And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby, just say yes

Romeo, save me
They try to tell me how I feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby, just say yes

Oh oh
I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said

Romeo, save me
I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head
I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said

Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad
Go pick out a white dress
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

2009-01-24T23:38:00.001+08:00

THIS ISN'T A JOKE, IT ACTUALLY HELPS YOU FIGURE OUT A COUPLE OF KEY THINGS,

Either grab a writing utensil and something to write on, or just remember your anwers.

Apparently this is 99.9% TRUE and so one of them WILL be false.

Don't peek at the answers, cause it ruins it.

1)If your Straight write the first name of a person of the opposite
sex that pops into your head,

if your Gay write the name of the person of the same sex that pop's into your head,

if your Bi write the name of the first person that pop's into your head....
(it has to be the first)

2) Which is your favorite color out of
red, black, blue, green, yellow?

3) Your first initial?

4) Your month of birth?

5) Which color do you like more, black or white?

6) Name of a person of the same sex as yours.

7) Your favorite number?

8) Do you like California or Florida more?

9) Do you like the lake or the ocean more?

10) Write down a wish. (A realistic one).

ARE Y0U D0NE?
iF S0 SCR0LL D0WN.
(D0N'T CHEAT... fool...)
.
..
...
....
.....
......
.......
........
.........
..........
...........
..........
.........
........
.......
......
....
...
..
.
THE ANSWERS

1. You are completely in love with this person.

2. If you choose:

Red - You are alert and your life is full of
love.

Black - You are conservative and aggressive.

Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid
back.

Blue - You are spontaneous and love kisses
and affection from the ones you love.

Yellow- you are a very happy person and give
good advice to those who are down.

3. If your initial is:

A-K You have a lot of love and friendships in
your life.

L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum
and your love life is
soon to blossom.

S-Z You like to help others and your future love
life looks very good.

4. If you were born in:

Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and
you will discover that you fall in love with
someone totally unexpected.

April-June: You will have a strong love
relationship that will not last long but the
memories will last forever.

July-Sep: You will have a great year and will
experience a major life changing experience for
the good.

Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be too great,
but eventually you will find your soul mate.

5. If you chose...

Black: Your life will take on a different
direction, it will seem hard at the time but
will be the best thing for you, and you will
be glad for the change.

White: You will have a friend who completely
confides in you and would do anything for you,
but you may not realize it.

6. This person is your best friend.

7. This is how many close friends you have in
your lifetime.

8. If you chose:
California: You like adventure.
Florida: You are a laid back person.

9. If you chose:

Lake: You are loyal to your friends and to your
love. And you are very reserved.

Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please
people.

10. This wish will come true only if you RE-POST THIS BULLETIN
in one hour and it will come true before your next birthday

2009-01-24T14:50:00.000+08:00

joann , you're seriously siao :D

2009-01-23T16:18:00.003+08:00

btw:
TZEXUAN(: says:
you are seriously racist -.-
jiayann❤I Fake A Smile So He Wont See; DOMOKUNN ftw :B says:
lol
HAHAHA <3

yep i promised updates and TRALALA . HERE THEY ARE :O

cny is coming to town~ (lol)
my angpao $$$ being koped cos i exceed phone bill (again.) sigh..
today cny celebration =D
have to redo a '09 for th integrity sign :\
sianx. today we had KITES meeting :D
kaisiong tio sec1 main ldr :O
den crystal hor , bully me lor. keep throw the rocks into my skirt and hair ):
den the two devil cpl ellina & priscilia keep put pins in my hair. CHAM DE OKAY!
only stacy and elaine guaiguai nvr bully wo :D
after that we had chinese .. i last minute rush th Q4 ):
aft that mrs seah lectured us lor.
say what cannot bully xiaoqiang , cannot be racist.
anyway we appointed monitors. cornelius and joan. :o
the other two is pris and kaisiong :B
shalala . cny coming soon. :/

Tagged by ELAINE♥

2009-01-23T16:11:00.002+08:00

Tagged by ELAINE♥ =o

1.Who was the last person to tag you?
-Darren

2.Your relationship with him/her?
-he's a ugly pig~

3.Your impressions of him/her?
-kuku .

4.The most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
-knock my head till got bump -.-

5.The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
-'you suck leh pig'

6.If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
-you wish =o

7.If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she will have to improve on will be?
- please make a 180 degree turn =D

8.If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
-he my enemy leh :D

9.If he/she dies, you will?
-laugh till the world dies also .

10.What is it that you want to tell him/her?
- '' go die la you ''

11.Your overall impression of him/her?
-ew o____O

12.How do you think people around you will feel?
-feel that i am sot xiexie.

13.IDONTKNOW what's the question -__________- < dk also lol

14.On the contary, the characters you hate yourself are?
- dk manx . i love being siaozhabor :B

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
- my mother lolol

16.To people who care and like you, say something to them.
- ily hahahhaa <3

17.Pass the quiz..
if you're name suaysuay in my links , YOU'RE TAGGED :D

2009-01-22T00:41:00.000+08:00

did you know i had to write
"i will pay full attention at all times during lessons" for 100 times in class cos i marked with a red pen instead of a green one? i am veh de lucky de kay!
btwbtwbtw , broke my nail today. yah bimbotic la. aysha smacked my finger with th basketball. den d* hit once softsoft jiu cry .________.
updates tmr!

2009-01-13T22:19:00.002+08:00

OMG. i cannot belive it siah =o
you're such a loserish coward.
want to run away from th truth eh , dont want to face the music?
please hor . people are not blind okay.
what you expect me to do sibo? beg to you ah nabey?
stupid idiot.

2009-01-12T21:49:00.002+08:00

*happy happy happy*
btw , *rolls eyes*.

veh happy npfsp is in sch :B. school rocks , choosing H.I was the best choice i ever made :B
today was netball prac from 3 to 5.30.
we had to run around the corridor for 5 rounds , then another 10 after stretching. MAN WAS IS EXHAUSTING!
anyway , i got a weakness in n.b .. i cant shoot properly ):
anyway , i made new friends already :B
btwbtwbtw , i'm in D&T with aysha while dil and diva in the food thing o.o
today everyone in class like keep laughing at xiaoqiang(cockroach) . coz he act gaygay LOLL
& i found vulgar kaki :D
guess i lost interest in blogging.. i used to have longer posts.. well , i rly nth to blog le. thinking of changing blogskin...

2009-01-07T00:17:00.002+08:00

HI ROCKS!
even though i'm suppose to be sleeping in camp right now , i'm HAPPILY(not really) blogging at home with a swollen eye :D
i really hate mosquitoes . cant they drink from trees or something. this is not the first time lor. i once had like. 24++ mosquito bites on my leg that swell like shit. NOW THEY BITE MY EYE. MY EYE DAMN NICE TO DRINK MEH. it was not very serious at first la.. but the stupid bite infected my eye and POOF it swelled so much.
it was so painful that yesterday at 12midnight , i was tearing and needed to go home -_-
anyway , HI STILL ROCKS!
i hope pek 's transefer go in sia. my class is FUN :B
1 I(DIOT) WANSUI <3

2009-01-01T03:22:00.003+08:00

short update before i sleep.
HAPPY 2009 MY DEARS!
anyway , while msning , i noticed this cute advertisment..

good sia ! should make more of this type website :D
anyway , signing off ,
jiayan♥

2008-12-23T22:47:00.002+08:00

YOU CHANGED. YOU REALLY DID.

I NEVER KNEW YOU USED TO TALK LIKE THAT.

i don't even remember you ever being rude.

you've changed entirely . really.

is it because of her?

if it is , please , we dont want you to be like that. its all going to your head.

2008-12-23T21:18:00.001+08:00

yayyyyy! REGINE'S CAMPING OVER @ MY HOUSE :B

2008-12-22T23:11:00.005+08:00

Today was supposed to be our tresure hunt day. but people just last minute say cannot go. so we were angry and can canceled the trip.
went out with regine and wanyi.
first we crapped at th MRT station. teehee. very the fun okay? we did something bad HAHA!
thanks for wanyi to inspiration though.
we were bored and regine bo money go out. so we went her house find th $10.
well , no luck. so in th end we jz stayed there and did uh. private stuff. teehee.
regine got bored and started shooting candy at little boys.
OH YEAH , WE SHOOTED A RETARDD MOVIE <3
and you cannot watch. its private :B
anyway , not much. we played ard and we ate dinner @ regine's house.
prawns , soup , egg and rice. NICE!
picturees <3
cute hor? th dad taking his nuer ride bike. (with training wheels!)
teehee! unglam picture number 1. WANYII♥
unglam picture number 2. REGINE♥ btw hor u look dam geygey haha!
yes i look dam geygey too HAHA! i feel so action mama @_@
regine's blur look.
little retardd R
closer view. NICE? its made of pearls :3
i never got a unglam picture of wanyi like this before. shit la! she's going to kill me. T_T.
lol. i shall go audi. tata secksi blog readers. MUACK!♥
LOVE,
JOANN♥,JIAYAN.♥

CENTRAL ROCKS

2008-12-22T22:16:00.003+08:00

YEAPS , IN DEH MOOD TO BLOG , PEOPLE!
YOU who is readings me blog. is very the lucky ok? *teehee*
I AM POSTING VERY UNGLAM PHOTOS HAHA!

yst:
yst me and regine went out. central rocks ok? teehee!
we were suppose to go to a xmas party. but both of us woke up late .
so i went to her house at about 9am and we crapped around till about 1am
then we decided to go out. later den decided wher to go.
on deh lrt , i saw max when we were like reaching punggol.
then i told regine and she was like "MAX YEOW AH. REALLY?!"
den she shouted his name -_-
den at first we in d mrt keep find double seats. nearby the end we found some <3
den we sat and discussed wher to go. actually we wanted go to plaza sing. den i had idea go central. so we sat another mrt stop to ther. at first i din noe hw go to central. so we asked for directions. th guy halfway telling us hor , we walked away and thanked him LOL.
den we eventually found it by ourselves ah.
so we walked around and grouched. mainly coz there were so many shops selling DAMN NICE PROM DRESSES! i wished we came here before de prom @_@
den we ate lunch @ a cafe . th hot dog is NICE! from what regine said , the crepe is nice too. i then ordered STRAWBERRY icecream. NICE! chunky, and quite smooth.
then we went about and saw this japanese shop. regine bought chocolates. i bought one whole pack of mini sweets and cola candy . den pekpy see i buy the sweets she also bought. HAHA.
then we went outside and watched OMGOSH! BLEACH PHOTO TAKING!
i took photos . when regine was smsing i saw this girl tt dont rly look like deh chara. den i point to deh girl ask regine see. when she turned around , her skirt flew up and regine saw her.. den she very th paiseh LOL.
then we went back regine's house to crap. i treat her nachos and bubble tea den we went to deh playground to play. then i taught regine to shoot bubbletea pearls HAHA!
here are deh photos!
emo ness o___o
pearl in deh playground hole HAHA! disgusting right?
regine with secksi plastic pole man.(th face was drawn on already. it's not us that drew.)
secksi plastic pole man.
I SHALL POST TODAY'S HAPPENINGS IN ANOTHER POST~!

2008-12-21T17:45:00.004+08:00

RULES:Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

->How you do the Letter Meme:

->How you do the Letter Meme:
Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal),
I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,
-Your name-

1.What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water - Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

Dear YuHui,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you. I think I realized it When your dwarf bit me at the mental hospital and I saw you sit on my best friend. I'm sure you're cowardly enough to understand that Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning your old lottery coupons to you, but I'll keep the results of your blood-sample as a memory. You should also know that I never liked senility .

Greetings to your freaky family,
Joann.

Tagged:

1) REGINE
2) WANYI
3) YUHUI
4) JIAWEI
5) YOU.

HAHA! yuhui ah , please take note i dont mean it :X

2008-12-20T02:06:00.002+08:00

1. What's your nickname?
- Oi, jiajia , yanyan , jojo , retard , retardtoo , angel , nabey :X
2.How old are you?
- 12 to 13
3.When's ur birthday?
- 29/03
4.What's ur special skills?
- i can annoy people easily :3
5.What's ur horoscope?
- Aries
6.Who pass this survey to you?
- Maryann, via email.
7.She's ur...?
- Basketball friend.
8.What you wanna talk to her?
- "hello, can you grow shorter?"
9.What you think about her?
- nabey. why u so tall T_T
10.When you know her?
- This year
11.How's her attitude?
- pass ah
12.Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
- yes.
13.If one day, ur lover tell you that he/she loves you too, how will u do?
- ask him why leh
14.Are you well-being now?
- yes i guess .
15.Why God give you courage?
- Because i'm always to try things.
16.Who's the people that u like?
- God,Family,Friends
17.Which color you like most?
- Violet.
18.God give you 4 wishes:
- have eternal life.
- help people? hoho.
- health
- wealth. i'm soso but more fortunate than most people . i'm very thankful for this.
19.Do you like to smile n laugh?
- yesh o_o
Tag 5 people to this quiz:
- WANYI♥
- REGINE♥
- DARREN♥
- YUHUI♥
- o_o. YOU .

2008-12-10T17:17:00.002+08:00

si retarddwan always sabo me in her quizes.. {sigh sadly}

Name 5 boy & 5 girl now.
Do not look at the qns until u hav done so.
Pls arrange then in B_,G_ form.

B1. Darren Lim ugly pig :)
B2. Darren tan
B3. Derek (DONO LA i was thinking of him laughing at me when i cry)
B4. Aaron yan ya lun (hoho ~ hearing his song now :3)
B5. robert williams ( HAHA ask pekpy and wanyi who this guy is )

G1. Pekpy (pekpek aka regine)
G2. Wanyi
G3. Yu Hui
G4. Tzexuan
G5. xiu ting . (who ask her i do quiz halfway come call me play bball -.-)

Q1. Who is a better friend, G1 or G5?
G1-Regine
G5-Xiu ting
-{ regine better at crapping with me , xiu ting better at bballing with me ;3

Q2. What would happen if G3 and B4 get into a relationship?
G3-Yu Hui
B4-Aaron yan ya lun
-{ HAHHA . i doubt yuhui knows what is farenheit :\ if it happens , i wan kill yuhui for telling me she dono what is farenheit

Q3. What would happen if G2 become ur enemy?
G2- Wanyi
-{ SIAO! all 5years i spent with her we never fight before leh <3

Q4. Who is prettier G1 or G2?
G1-Regine
G2-Wanyi
-{ BOTH pretty :D

Q5. Who is more helpful, B1 or B3?
B1-Darren lim
B3-Derek
-{ darren lim ugly zhu. but he bully me call me fat ); . hmm , derek also helpful. EQUAL LA

Q6. What if G4 and B5 stead?
G4-Tzexuan
B5-Robert Williams
-{ HOHO , robert williams is married :XXX

Q7. Would B2 stead G2?
B2-Darren Tan
G2-Wanyi
-{ highly impossible coz they dont know each other. if it happens , no de yi will be born ):

Q8. If u would only to choose between G1 & B5 who would u choose?
G1-Regine
B5-Robert williams
-{ REGINE LA , DUH. i put robert williams in coz i too hyper . ho-hum .

Q9.Do you think that G2 is attractive?
G2- Wanyi
-{ Abu.

Qn10. Do you think that B4 is charming?
B4-Aaron yan ya lun
-{ HOHO YES A DUPER DOO !

Q11. Are G4 and G5 gd friends?
G4-Tze xuan
G5-xiu ting
-{ they dont know each other :\

Q12. Describe B3.
B3-Derek
-{ bully me since p2. i remeber someone had a crush on him p2 dat time xD

Q13. Describe G3.
G3-Yu Hui
-{ cute , and enjoy to annoy me .

Q14. Describe B5.
B5- Robert williams
--{ kah ching $$$ rich la .

Q15. Describe G5.
G5- xiu ting
-{ is WAYYY taller den me (1.72m) and enjoys making fun of my height ):

Choose 5 person to do the quiz.
1. Wan Yi
2. Judy
3. Wanqi
4. Youhui
5. Cherine (lol random :D)

ok so i'm done with this. ho-hum!

2008-12-09T22:57:00.000+08:00

its already the 9th of december.
time really flies !

Today , i went out with my retardd BFFS .
we met at punggol mrt station at ard 3.40 and only returned back at around .. 9p.m?
anyway , i'm super happy ! never expected to ever win something from a catch thing machine :D
will update tomorrow

2008-12-07T14:56:00.001+08:00

la
la la
la la la
la la la la

2008-12-04T14:07:00.001+08:00

天黑之前我踏不出思念
天亮之前我还在想念

没你的夜星星都不再耀眼
没你的天只剩灰色一片

你一直在我的梦里出现
我的伤心你总是视而不见

Guardian Angel 能不能让我再见你一面
我不要童话结局这样改写
Angel 能不能让我们再爱一遍
就算倒退一天我都想要体验

没你的夜星星都不再耀眼
没你的天只剩灰色一片

你一直在我的梦里出现
我的伤心你总是视而不见

Guardian Angel 能不能让我再见你一面
我不要童话结局这样改写
Angel 能不能让我们再爱一遍
就算倒退一天我都想要体验

Guardian Angel 能不能让我再见你一面
我不要童话结局这样改写
Angel 能不能让我们再爱一遍
就算倒退一天我都想要体验
让我再闻你的脸

i'm going to change blog blog song to this :D

2008-12-02T14:57:00.001+08:00

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻.
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯.
我还爱你呐.
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
離开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦远了
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得

你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呐
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了却了我哭了
離开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦远了
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得

你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢...

2008-12-02T14:31:00.002+08:00

i , joann wong jia yan , is proud to say ,
i
am
not
from
six patience.
whats the use of the word "class" when you're not welcome?
whats the use of a class when they'll never forget what you did and keep talking about it even though its already over.
WHATS THE USE OF A CLASS WHEN THEY ALL HATE YOU?
thats right , i'm gone. and you people wont miss me , i'm sure.

2008-12-01T11:15:00.004+08:00

you know what?
i take back my words.
there are worse ppl.
I REALLY HATE FUCKTARDS WHO PRESUME OKAY?

yes the fucktard is the one with specs above.
specs as in the 1 i draw on. LOL..
GERMAINE TAN OR WHAT SAI NAME , PLEASE HOR . I CREDIT BASECODES LE. AND ITS NOT YOUR FUCKING FRIEND.
JUST BECAUSE YOUR SKIN NOT NICE DONT MEAN YOU CAN ACCUSE ME RIP HOR!
BTW AT LEAST I GOT CREDIT PPL RIGHT? YOU GO SEE ALL HER BLOGSKIN EX HER FUCKING RELINKS .. ALL IS HER BASECODE SEH!!!
wah power ~ somemore 11yearold ._.
you should see her skins.
ROFL. really damn NICE hor~
http://blogskins.com/info/228511
btw , i'm just ranting on this little bitch.

2008-11-30T02:06:00.000+08:00

currently working on a xmas blogskin :P
i'm still wondering if i should use navis..
can give me suggestions? thanks :)

2008-11-26T23:17:00.002+08:00

1. Do you have secrets?
♥-- duh?

2. Would you fall in love with a boy older than you?
♥-- yeah , just like how i did with that ninny.

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
♥-- depends though.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
♥-- i'll keep 60% of it, includes sharing with family (muahahahaha),10% goes to the poor, 20% goes to church organizations, and the last 10% will be given to my puppy. shall buy diamond encrusted stuff for her :X

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
♥-- eh , no.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
♥-- both (:

7. What's your favourite pick-up line when you first knew someone?
♥-- "eh , you gt hp no?"

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
♥-- nothing? what else you want me do? slap the guy's gf ah? siao!

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
♥-- YES! new water dispenser , new snacks , new stationary , new clothes , new shoes , new hair colour , new @cash card :X

10. What makes you angry?
♥-- people who will criticize people for their doings , even if they do it. i anger myself coz i sometimes make that mistake.
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
♥-- i will be a rich tai tai ;D (in my dreams -_-)

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
♥-- JESUS, followed closely by my family,followed by D , followed by friends.

13. What is the most important thing in life?
♥-- Treasure your life.

14. Who is more important to you? The person you like or friends?
♥-- actually , both are quite equal.

15. What will you do when you score a zero for a major test?
♥-- die la. demand a recount !

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
♥-- maybe.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
♥--

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
♥-- i'll see how serious the matter is.

19. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
♥-- i love you baby :D

20. I tag
♥-- Cherlyn
♥-- Brenda
♥-- Mattheus
♥-- YouHui
♥-- any random person on the street.

/̵͇̿̿/̿̿"̿̿̿̿̿ ̿̿̿̿ End ̿̿̿̿̿̿̿'̿̿̿̿̿'\̵͇̿̿\

RETARDED POST

2008-11-26T15:35:00.000+08:00

lol! me and regine are playing a retard game.

[R] is for R egine . ☃ Any girls going Greendale {Express} anot ? T-T says:
yo retard
jiayan♥可愛さ! says:
o_o yes retard?
[R] is for R egine . ☃ Any girls going Greendale {Express} anot ? T-T says:
hi retard
jiayan♥可愛さ! says:
yes retard?
[R] is for R egine . ☃ Any girls going Greendale {Express} anot ? T-T says:
(every sentence must have retard)
jiayan♥可愛さ! says:
ok , retard.
[R] is for R egine . ☃ Any girls going Greendale {Express} anot ? T-T says:
this is getting RETARDed
jiayan♥可愛さ! says:
i dont find it retarded at all
[R] is for R egine . ☃ Any girls going Greendale {Express} anot ? T-T says:
cos we are retards
jiayan♥可愛さ! says:
retarded retard retard chats are fun and retarded
[R] is for R egine . ☃ Any girls going Greendale {Express} anot ? T-T says:
omg , its so hard to read cos im a retard
jiayan♥可愛さ! says:
LOL , open your eyes wider the , retard
[R] is for R egine . ☃ Any girls going Greendale {Express} anot ? T-T says:
oh . i lost
jiayan♥可愛さ! says:
LOL :D

:D

2008-11-26T14:59:00.000+08:00

will be busy . i'm working on a new blogskin atm .

2008-11-25T23:27:00.002+08:00

NABEH!
my spare audi acc kena ban seh D:
NABEH NABEH NABEH!
my inside have 5k dens leh! (LOL!)
anyway , nehneh finally call me le :D
she just came back from penang -_-
siao la she , go there do nth but sit boats and read book.
she still tell me very relaxing -_-
anyway , mama telling me we most probably going hongkong again.
i'm looking forward to visiting the walk of fame.
i still rmb the jacky chan hand very big 1 :D
i still wondering if i shd do deh evil act.
only wanyi know , teehee !
after all , I WORKED FOR IT.
and even if she claims she also helped , it will give some back mah
and her "help" right , not even 1/4 of the thing lorh,
i decided! my xmas present to dem is to do the evil act
I FEEL DAMN ZAI NOW ! (and feeling very evil too .. :X)
nehneh telling me that her hair extensions are itchy.
i told her to pluck out lor. den she call me siao -_-
what i do D:
anyways , yumi is snoring now and i LIKE IT!
feel like carrying her and let her bark at me for interupting her skeep.
LOL !
the previous days i was like super cannot sleep. so i kept hugging yumi.
then yesterday , she got enough of my nonsense and kept barking at me -_-
when my mama came out , i told her yumi's barking because of the hamster wheel noise
(they start running at 12pm , and wont stop till around 4am .)
den she nodded sleepily before going back to the master room.

btw , i still dono why i'm writing this post , oh well , shall blog about today.
me and wanyi decided to go shop for debbie's present tgt :D
i said meet at 4 but i was late coz i had to take a shower.
at 4.10 i met wanyi at cove lrt and apologized for being late.
"late meh? *looks at watch*"
LOL , anyway , me and wanyi chatted in the lrt till it reached punggol station..
she was telling me that she went to compass yesterday to eat lunch before going see cedar.
our conv went smth like this.
"eh , cedar's in aljunid or smth right?"
"no.. moved le. now potong parsir that side.."
"LOL like that i pity my cousin!"
"why , ur cousin stays at aljunid ah?"
"yeah , she selected the school coz it was near her home"
"my cousin also in cedar, but she graduating le. she's sec4."
"oh , eh , cedar's kinda far.. you still considering to go?"

oh well , you get the idea. we were talking about cedar and stuff :X
then at compass we walked about finding debbie's bday present
i still rmb we went to this christian shop.
den we looked about the brand "debbi"
we kept laughing .
then i saw this keychain.
damn disgusting. 85cents.
a man in RED HEART BOXERS with the words "SEX GOD" engraved to his chest. YUCK
the other design was a waiter uniform , with no pants -_- writing dono wad pervert club.
me and wanyi were reading it together.
den we both realized the words. and oh my gosh-ed together..

after that , we went to action city , den de bread very fun to squash :X
as we walked out of the shop , we noticed a stuff toy hugging a bread.
i will continue post. i want audition de :X

:D

2008-11-25T21:58:00.001+08:00

walao eh! my fringe rly sucks!
si hairdresser!
nabeh nabeh nabeh!
and GUESS WHAT PEOPLE!
MY HAIR CURRENTLY LOOKS LIKE SOME CHINA KID WENT WRONG :D
i know you are gloating in your seat as you read this post! DONT THINK I DONO! RAWRS !
LOL. its super irritating la.
to short to comb to one side , to long to pin up.
i guess i just have to wait for my hair to grow longer :/
oh yeah , i dyed my hair just recently :XX

:D

2008-11-25T21:58:00.000+08:00

2008-11-22T00:36:00.001+08:00

She thought her love for him was slowly fading
As she stood beneath the stars
For as she Gazed within his eyes
It was only then she worked out
She did not know him
As she thought she did
For his eyes were like
An ocean deep beneath its waves
The darkness they held were everlasting
Holding mysteries and years
She had not seen before
She had thought it meant she did not love him
She whispered into his ear
I do not love you anymore
She knew then
She had broken his heart into a million pieces
For there upon his eyelid lay a sparkling tear
She had never before seen a tear in his eye
It turned her heart to ice
He took her hand and kissed it
Unknown to her
This was the last kiss he would ever give to a soul
For he ran into the ocean
And disappeared within its waves
She stood there
The memory of his last kiss
Graved within her heart and soul forever
She lay upon the soft yellow sand
And gazed sadly towards the stars
And wept until she could not weep no more
She knew she had killed the only soul who loved her truly
From the heart
She had killed her soul mate
And for a mere thought within her heart that chanted
If you do not know him fully you do not love him truly
She had broken his heart into a million pieces
She had ripped their souls in half
As she uttered her last words to him
And all that was left of him to her
The memory
Of his last kiss
To this day
Fifty years later
Does she remember
That second of
His last kiss.

2008-11-19T23:27:00.001+08:00

101th post.
i've decided to make a private blog :)
to rant.
anyway , it is not locked. so if you happen to guess the url correctly,
you'll be able to read all my secrets :D
oh well , tata~!

#100

2008-11-19T23:18:00.002+08:00

i decided to deleted the 100th post.
i shall not make people's guilt linger away as years pass.
anyway , i'm having fun auditioning !
fujie is laming with me during her shift and elmo just got crazeh ;D
anyway , i really want to give my heart warm thanks to wanyi who helped me get over my moodswings (: (lol thanks matt and patrick too :) )
anyway ,

i've decided to end this post. stupid smsed are bothering me .

2008-11-17T00:28:00.003+08:00

i knew it.
i really knew it.
that's the only reason..
and i saw it with my own eyes.
that caught me on guard.
its over ent it..
after toying with my feelings and tearing me apart , i see the light.
i don't believe i was so blind.
why did i have to do it?

i hate bitches ^^

2008-11-16T13:10:00.000+08:00

i'm so happy to leave edgefield :D
fat bitches cant piss me anymore ♥

korean food sucks.

2008-11-15T23:46:00.006+08:00

woot! i just came home & is having my supper ☺
i was bored and moped around for the first half of the day
the at around 5+ , my family (bro not included) met up with my cousins.
walau eh , my cousin rebonded her hair lo, so envious. we all met at east coast park and den walked to the restros.
at first we decided on eating seafood but we had this idea of eating korean food.
walao eh , i had the worst time dere lor..
anyway here are some photos..
[dont freak out , but this is actually th tongue of a cow! omfg -_-.
and believe me , it tastes like sai. DONT EVER EAT IT.]
[th cool grill. its heated by nt fire , but heat sensors.]
{edit: i found this about the grill on the brocher.:
Better than Char Grill.
blah blah blah
amazing Anta Roaster grills the meat by far-infared ray , blah blah , heated by LP Gas.
they than rattle on about the grill.}
[drink cup , chopsticks and spoon. kinky eh?]
[the special tissue! the original is the tablet form. if you add water , it will expand and become a tissue :D]
[the super yummy tea :D (and jaslyn's fab hair D:]
[lol jolyn asked me to post this ;D]
{edit: i removed the address to respect the restro , GAHH ! }
don't think coz i post the address i like the restro.
it sucks.
first of all , it was the first time we went to the restro. so we asked the lady to dian cai for us.
the fucking bitch instead of showing us something cheaper , covered the price and just aga aga put stuff.
AND IT ALL TASTE LIKE SHIT LOR. COME ON , SWEET POTATO WITH VEGES? yuck.
crab not even half cooked and dunked in sucky kimchi?yuck yuck
i can still rattle on , but you get my point already. THEY'RE OVERCHARGING LIKE SAI LOR.
the only services is them cooking for us -_- . (not even cooked properly at that fact..)
and the bill went up a whooping SGD$300-$400 for 7 people for sucky food. AND YES , I DIN EVEN EAT ANYTHING. IT ALL TASTED DISGUSTING.
after that we walked yumi around the east coast park. jaslyn kept running away from yumi , though. haha.☺
then we all took a break and headed for the ice cream shop.
really yummy can ?
[ family eating ☺ ]
[ my delishh rocky road☺ ]

jaslyn and jolyn ate cookies and cream while i ate rocky road.
the adults? i only remember my parents eating raspberry ripples and something else.
think its mango.
well , we left the ice cream shop all smiles.
ROCKY ROAD IS SUPER NICE LOR
thick chocolate with a little hint of coffee , nuts burried like tresure , and frozen marshmellows hidden every thick slab. the marshmellow , is frosty on the outside , and soft , warm and chewy on the inside. YUM!
anyway , after that we made way to jas and jo's house. at that time it was already like 10:30..
me and jo played billards while jas was like reading a book . dono simi wad rainbows.
me and jo got bored and started reading archie comics.
then the parents chat chat chat till it was like 11:10. OH GOSH!
we bid them goodbye and then started to drive home.
as i din eat much of the shitty korean food .. (i ate 1 piece of roasted chicken , and a small bowl of crab and prawn thick soup)
i was hungry.
Me: eh mama !
mum: what? *still playing with yumi*
Me: can daddy drop me off at some macdonalds outlet? i'm hungry..
mum: you nvr eat the korean food meh? nice leh.
me: yuck. no. so can?
dad: *turns around* anything. move faster hor.

LOL. so they dropped me off at riverdale macs (24hrs ☺) and my mom followed. i ordered the grilled chicken wrap and my mom bought drinks ☺
when i reached the car it was already midnight.. -_-
anyway , i still haven finish my macs. halfway through my chicken wrap. darn it. still got extra patty.
oh well , ima go check my FB. tatas ☺